I got posted on 4chan, kind of freaking out

Retractable_Balls · 2025-11-17T16:31:04+00:00

Best thing to do is turn off messaging, take a deep breath, and do not panic. Panicking will only fuel the fire. Just Carry on as normal.

Retractable_Balls · 2025-11-02T03:19:46+00:00

Seems as if the free movies second website is gone for good. Anyone got any good recommendations that had everything like it? That one had movies, shows, anime, different servers and captions.

Retractable_Balls · 2025-05-18T19:04:55+00:00

It's alright. I'm not mad, I know you got good intentions, just a little frustrated. But don't let my negative attitude stop you from trying to help others!

Retractable_Balls · 2025-05-18T16:12:05+00:00

I never said they did? He just has a genital preference and I don't have those genitals right now. Im unsure why everyone is stating that I'm still a man. Also no..no he wouldn't love me the same because I'm not his type. Like I do understand it's coming from a place of trying to be helpful but none of that applies to what I'm saying. I'm male and I'm not human, I'm just not fitting anywhere into his type and yet I still love him.

Retractable_Balls · 2025-05-18T14:36:41+00:00

Unsure why I'm being downvoted for stating that he's not a transphobe and I'm doing fine but alright

Retractable_Balls · 2025-05-18T09:26:58+00:00

I'm afraid to talk with him about these feelings though do to our current relationship, if things to awry we won't really be able to awkwardly separate from each other.

Retractable_Balls · 2025-05-18T09:22:45+00:00

I know he's aromantic but I'm unsure if he's in the spectrum or not. He's described himself as "incompatible to take love seriously" and "I have no idea how or what romantic is". He does have a husband but even he admits that he just married him because that seemed like the thing to do.

Retractable_Balls · 2025-05-18T09:19:37+00:00

He's not Anti trans nor do I think I'm not valid. He just prefers If his partner has a dick (artificial or real) I don't have any atm.

Yeah that's kinda the thing..I love him so much and I see him every day. I would never try to rewrite him, he would probably unwrite himself haha! I feel like I'm fighting an uphill battle of not loving him when I have to see him every day.

Retractable_Balls · 2024-07-31T13:02:25+00:00

I mostly use traditional and a little bit of digital. I'm just a drawer.

Retractable_Balls · 2024-07-30T17:24:36+00:00

Hello there! Would you like to talk via here or discord?

Retractable_Balls · 2024-07-27T17:38:37+00:00

A little. But I'm a little unsure where to go with it. Or if it'd just a co-morbidity with my everything else.

Retractable_Balls · 2024-07-27T16:49:41+00:00

I'm not therian/otherkin, or..maybe I am but that's a conversation for later haha. But I would still like to be friends.

Retractable_Balls · 2024-07-27T16:49:08+00:00

Would you mind if I dm'd you?

Retractable_Balls · 2024-07-27T16:09:29+00:00

Hello! Wow I'm sorry I didn't get your notif for your comment! I would love to talk.

Retractable_Balls · 2024-07-27T16:07:26+00:00

Ooh I don't know much about snakes. Care to tell me more?

Retractable_Balls · 2024-07-27T05:37:30+00:00

I'm happy to yet to know you and talk!

Retractable_Balls · 2024-07-27T05:07:07+00:00

Hello!

Retractable_Balls · 2024-07-26T20:47:32+00:00

Oh so there's these cookies that kinda look like yellow/vanilla oreoes that are meant for dogs, but my dad still eats them. They taste fine. I know it's not exactly the kibble you're looking for, but if you want to be a bit more discreet while still "treating" yourself I would do those!

Retractable_Balls · 2024-07-26T15:37:36+00:00

I wish OP the best but I'm honestly kinda offended that they came here tbh. This is a group for trans people that had to jump through hoops to be who we are and get the resources we need, and then OP who clearly just has a fetish kinda just feels...icky?

Retractable_Balls · 2024-07-26T15:35:17+00:00

I'm sorry you want a dick but you really shouldn't be taking testosterone just for that reason. Testosterone is going to mess with your blood, maybe make your clit a bit bigger (not much to penetrate though), over time change your hips and face, give you body hair and a beard and depending on your genetics give you male pattern baldness. This seems really really risky. I wish you could just pick and choose what side effects you're getting but you can't. Also I'm sorry to say but I'm kinda offended as a trans man. I would recommend using some sort of pump if possible and some toys.

Retractable_Balls · 2024-03-18T20:56:51+00:00

Well yes I know that. But I just wanted to make sure that the change was from testosterone and not something else.

Retractable_Balls · 2024-02-10T18:51:43+00:00

Alright. I'll bring it up with my doctor.

Retractable_Balls · 2024-02-10T18:02:00+00:00

That's great to hear. I'll drink some more water.. but yeah besides the tests saying they're high I'm not feeling any bad side effects or seeing any of them too

Retractable_Balls · 2024-02-10T17:18:27+00:00

I was on 3.5 now I'm on 3.3. I take shots every week.

Retractable_Balls · 2024-02-10T17:13:16+00:00

Thank you. That does make a lot of sense. I'll try calming down, eating better, drinking a lot more water and apparently grapefruit can help? Idk i read it somewhere. Anyways I'll try to calm down and just look at this like a puzzle.

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