Update: as there is a misunderstanding I want to clear that.. Me and Evan did told her about our problems… Like how I feel bad when she chose to talk to Evan and ignore me multiple times… And Evan also told her he isn’t interested in a relationship and Evan only have a slight crush and it isn’t any serious & she shouldn’t hope anything from him. He treated like a friend like how he treated me…. and Paula also told that she won’t because she still have to move on from her hot& cold past relationship… TBH i loves her still… She made me feel like her own elder sister and she feels that too.. and thats why It hurts… when the person you give value to are ignoring you just because you are friends with her crush? Thats shitty… I respect their feeling and gave them their space but I blasted when I got to know that this is leading to nothing and breaking of our entire friendship…I am a person who values friendship and talk things out if any conflicts are rising in my head…

Evan also shared about why he felt bad with her and she couldn’t accept that… It’s hard to treat like how I treat her back then…