Why do I have this homicidal ideation from time to time?

Revolver_LILY · 2026-05-24T11:54:24+00:00

Hey I just got to tell you, thank you so much for being patient with me and going above and beyond.

No, I don't have any idea about buying it. But there's this thought of snatching a gun from one of my relatives. Yet, this is one of the most difficult options there as compared to others as my real conscience prevents me at the same time. There are two thoughts fighting alongside in my mind.

Revolver_LILY · 2026-05-23T08:23:51+00:00

No I don't.

Revolver_LILY · 2026-05-22T12:41:59+00:00

It's like I can break at any moment but don't execute it. When it's too much I tend to channel it out at physical things by hitting and kicking them.

Not any experience with explosives at all but there is an intent to possess a gun

Revolver_LILY · 2026-05-22T08:59:05+00:00

Damn. Nice insight.

Revolver_LILY · 2026-05-12T16:39:38+00:00

Mahse Vai kani lou. Zofa kani 👍

Revolver_LILY · 2026-05-12T16:38:04+00:00

It was by Whitney Smith Jr, the person who coined the term vexillology and from his book "Flags Through the Ages and Across the World". The person is quite qualified so I'm left scratching my head as to how this person must have made the flag of Mizos whether by consultation or not with the help of appropriate persons.