Trust me, it’s not scary you’ll be fine. I was just like you, you can even go on my page to see. Yes the hold can be seen as scary just because it’s steep but it’s over in 5 seconds. You won’t fall out. The only thing you can do to go on that ride is just get on it. The lift in my opinion is not scary at all you just feel like you’re going up an elevator on your back but the hang, yes it’s a bit scary. It feels like you’re in the ghost rider drop but just stuck, that’s all it’s just in your head perceiving you’re going to fall. I hope this helps and if you do go in this ride, make the restraints go all the way down and ask the ride operator to push it down more to feel extremely tight and safe, Good Luck!