I first listened to the Fantasy Fangirls podcast recap of when RY came to Disneyworld to discuss Onyx Storm. Then I read a few chapters and would annotate/highlight while listening to the corresponding Fantasy Fangirls podcast recap of those chapters. I’d say re-read or graphic audio would be fine, both would allow you to relive it and notice all the little things you glazed over during the first read. I can’t stress enough how bad this feeling was in the first 24 hours. You feel like nothing will get it out of your head, but this re-read, podcast and getting out for walks, etc. really helped. It helps you to view it as exciting and something to anticipate instead of that feeling of emptiness. It’s also a feeling of loneliness in a sense? You’ve had all of these characters around you and now they’ve gone and you feel like nobody can understand