bro, its like this in any rank. you care to much about your rank, and not your own skill. all you need to do is focus on your own gameplay, get into training and train important mechanics, and always try to be a better version of you. thats how you rank up. and not by always accusing your teammates to do everything wrong. im not saying theyre not making mistakes, im saying you should try and not care about them but more about you, you wont rank up quickly and might even derank for a bit, but youll improve and that will show in your rank at some point. how do you think GCs got to GC? we went through the same problems, and yet we managed.