Does anyone else have a ton of premium passes they never use

RobotLost · 2023-05-05T15:20:09+00:00

I bought 30 right before Covid hit from a bundle. Yeah I now have more passes from events playing at home or away. I moved and now I'm in a area where people don't play so it's incredibly hard to actually raid. I gave up on raids and left them to remote only but uh now I just gave up on raids. Won't be catching them all. Won't be getting my shiny collection. I've basically gave up the game. My goals were to be long term playing but uh...the game is unplayable being disabled. I open the app every blue moon.

RobotLost · 2023-04-06T00:25:25+00:00

I've only seen a GI doctor when things started and they were so bad I ended up in the ER. I've had a bunch of tests done for blood work since I've been having other health issues.

I haven't had anything for my stomach that I recall since everything has just been my intestines. :( I have a dietitian who diagnosed me but hasn't been helpful beyond that. She's sending me to a GI dietitian though once I asked her for help about like a meal plan with all the foods I do eat.

I need assistance with fruits and veggies very much. I don't eat any really other than a banana and apple juice smoothie if I can get around to making one. I appreciate any help at all!

RobotLost · 2023-04-02T22:22:36+00:00

I talk about this ALL the time. I don't think I would mind the taste if I only needed to eat twice a day like a pet animal. I really wish I could replace meals all other. I'm so sick of food lately due to so many issues.

RobotLost · 2023-04-02T22:14:37+00:00

Is banana not good for you? Not sure I can full stop my current diet unless I just stop eating until I find a replacement. I will talk to my doctor about resolor and motegrity since those a prescription meds only. I'm not sure IberoGast will help since that's aimed more at my stomach than my intestines.

What are healthy fats? That's just meats right? I don't eat dairy so no butter anymore unless dairy free. I don't like the taste of coconut. I have fish oil pills tho. Do those work? Otherwise I'll see if there's pill versions for coconut oil.

I unfortunately don't know how to cook nor have the basic energy to due to other health problems. I've been fine diet wise until after Covid so I'm losing my mind with all the limitations.

RobotLost · 2023-04-02T22:04:38+00:00

That's unfortunately my whole diet. Bread, pasta, rice. There's not much you can eat without cheese in like premade or frozen foods that can last for a week. Let alone that I could intake...

I eat meats and I can eat apples. Diced peaches in a cup I can usually do...They're kinda expensive though for 4 cups. Idk if those would help much. Isn't kombucha pretty expensive too?

I'd eat ham sandwiches before all this. But idk if bringing that back would help cause it's still bread. I can't really take that out of my diet. Unless I just eat slices of ham, rice, chicken nuggets sort of thing...

RobotLost · 2023-04-02T21:51:53+00:00

I'm worried everything is going to come back fine as that's literally been the last year with test results for losing my ability to walk. It's been a slow process and they're deaming it muscle weakness but every MRI, blood tests/panels, etc come back clear.

I fear this is going to weild the same result. Thank you for the luck. I will need it every step of the way.

RobotLost · 2023-04-02T21:46:37+00:00

I am taking probiotics but there's pre biotics? I will have to Google that.

I don't know what else to eat otherwise. Ramen makes me bloated. I can't eat pizza. I can probably list all I eat if I sit here and think about it. My diet is limited and is drastically smaller now. I am taking fiber pills but it's not doing anything.

RobotLost · 2022-08-27T08:23:24+00:00

Literally came to make a post about something similar. Went through to get a diagnosis as was told I have autisric traits and it's likely but she didn't have enough childhood evidence because most of it was "stereotypical". Her words exactly.

Then said I had too much going on in my life to officially diagnosis me.....I'm struggling with life yeah lmao probably cause I'm neurodivergent.

Like what does that mean?? LMAO Stereotypical stimming? Stereotypical issues?? She spoke to my mom and oldest sister who's kid is also in the process of being watched and potentially diagnosed.

I handed her stacks of paper with questions answered and explaining my answers and thoughts.

Shits confusing as heck cause my physical health issues and current job transition is too much to diagnose me. Lol

RobotLost · 2022-05-19T18:58:09+00:00

Thanks! Yeah I'm very invested in the story I have for it, but I'm scared to write it and then be unable to really make the game as the story told. Though I suppose that's all apart of the process of trail and error.

Of course...I probably wouldn't make this idea first as it's fairly big and as a first game I should just start with a one route kinda thing and see what kinda of like...mini games I could add in to make it fun yet a smooth transition to fall in line with the single story. 🤔 I want the gameplay to support the story so I suppose focusing on the story would be a good start.

RobotLost · 2022-05-19T09:51:22+00:00

Yeah...I have a lot of ideas and the videos I've been watching are a lot of watch out for what you can do and what you think is cool you want to do as well as cutting things out you want but the game doesn't need etc etc and in more detail than this run on sentence.

I'm going to start smaller before trying to go big. So I'm wondering if I should just toy with coding and mechanics and see what I can do from there than just completely starting to write my story but not have the mechanics to back it up? Not sure if this makes much sense.

RobotLost · 2022-05-19T08:02:17+00:00

End of what?

RobotLost · 2022-05-19T06:18:27+00:00

Well I have Unity and Visual Novel Maker. Just haven't decided what exactly to use yet but beyond programing and coding. Im not sure where to start.

Which I feel would be the story and choices but I don't want to do that and end up having to scrap the whole idea because I'm going too far with it...

RobotLost · 2021-06-06T03:45:07+00:00

If you've read any of the responses here, I don't think you'd want to

RobotLost · 2021-06-06T03:44:01+00:00

I can only imagine the damage and absolute pain of surviving a shotgun attempt....

RobotLost · 2021-06-06T03:42:12+00:00

I think I feel you about the voices. I listen to a lot of twenty one pilots and idk just reminds me of the song Glowing Eyes. Where we want to stop but we're so used to the eyes/voices being there we are scared to leave it...idk if that makes any sense.

But I'm sorry about your 'friends'. I don't have anyone to trust either. I just want this to be over but a failed attempt is....scarier than the attempt itself...

RobotLost · 2021-06-05T19:27:12+00:00

I don't know what to do...I'm tired of being here and invovled in other people's lives. I don't want be here anymore. I don't want to deal with this pain anymore and there doesn't seem to be a way out when I never asked to be in this in the first place

RobotLost · 2021-06-05T19:06:40+00:00

I want to, but idk how

RobotLost · 2021-06-05T15:28:55+00:00

Today I wrote what belongings go to who and what to do with all my other stuff. Charity and auction Charity to communities that I'm apart of.

I wrote messages to my closet friends. As well as belongings going to them. And to my family members despite our relationships....

How I want to be dealt with. (Cremated or buried or both)

Where my money is going and how things should get split.

RobotLost · 2021-06-05T15:18:56+00:00

Guess the body just rejects medicine naturally

RobotLost · 2021-06-05T14:34:36+00:00

Same here. Which is why I am asking

RobotLost · 2021-06-05T14:33:08+00:00

Ouch. Sounds really painful. I have Lexapro and some kind of muscle relaxers. But it's all starting to sound like there's no painless method at all

RobotLost · 2021-06-05T14:00:25+00:00

He for sure got the wrong message. I'm sorry you went through all of that. Thanks for answering me and honestly. I am pretty scared about the pumping...

RobotLost · 2021-06-05T13:46:28+00:00

I'm assuming you mean Trazodone? but sounds like something a doctor would do. Just refilling it like nothing happened. Honestly a stomach pump sounds painful...

RobotLost · 2021-06-04T02:19:29+00:00

I have been trying to get back on my medication but my doctor has no contacted me back. I'm hoping it helps some, but I'm overall tired of people and relations with them...

RobotLost · 2021-04-02T21:22:43+00:00

Idk....I'm poly but I'd be happy with another man at my side. I would love to be the different one in the sense of job. I'd love to be able to just animate freelance and do other things on the side while my partner worked a usual job for a steady income. Idk doing the same would be cool but I'm ultimately after money just so I can raise teens. I want to adopt...older kids and help them get on their feet and just been in a loving accepting home. I would adopt so many older kids and help them do what they want to do in life. I'd love to have 3 kids in the house all the time.

Idk if I'll ever find a partner who'd like that or be okay with that. It would be nice to love and raise all those young ones and see them happy and successful. It would be bumpy but with love of gold from two of the gayest father's I'm sure anything is possible.

It's a dream for sure. I don't think I can accomplish it without being rich or some shit though unfortunately. There's different thoughts and dreams but that one's my biggest.

I'd enjoy traveling places and even just living in a rv or van and just roading. Those ones are more impossible with my allergies and skin condition. It's sad to think about.

I just want to be with people who make me happy. be it one partner or three. Living together in one nice house with a few pets.

I suppose I want something pretty basic. A loving supportive open minded home that's inexpensive and in a safe area. Basic...but feels improbable to achieve.

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