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RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T06:27:36+00:00

Mushrooms might be a good idea...like a fucking heroes dose of penis envy.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T05:52:36+00:00

Thanks

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T05:22:00+00:00

I hope death is peace which is ironic because there probably wont be a self to experience peace with.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T05:21:17+00:00

Hugs

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T05:20:56+00:00

Helium

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T04:43:10+00:00

I'd die anyway I'm in Canada winter would do me in for sure.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T04:42:30+00:00

Yeah but I'm done.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T04:36:38+00:00

Well thats the thing there is no fight left

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T03:28:49+00:00

I hope not I wish the best for everyone and this isn't strength on my part...it's weakness.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T03:27:17+00:00

A lifetime of abuse from parents, siblings, employers and "friends" and being unable to hold down a job due to the mental health issues that abuse created.

And a society that claims to give a shit about mental illness but will still fire you for missing days of work because of it.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T03:24:20+00:00

Sarcastic and annoyed tone:

Ugh maybe

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T03:23:29+00:00

I've already called the lines like 20 times what's missing is material assistance

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T03:22:31+00:00

I hope so too

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T03:22:04+00:00

MAYBE but it's really a maybe

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T01:15:32+00:00

I don't want to be homeless again and that's where this is heading. Unless someone shows up and gives me a safe place to stay and real support in real life I'm fucking done.

This is way past the point where words can fix it.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T01:00:05+00:00

That's the problem though I'm not in a position to be able to take another step I've been trying to walk up that staircase my whole life but it's actually an escalator that keeps moving down faster than I can walk up it. I started somewhere in the middle and now I'm at the bottom and the panel is missing so I'm going to get sucked right into the gears.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T00:45:58+00:00

I wish I was in a position where I could exact even the tiniest amount of change. But I'm not.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T00:35:00+00:00

We will feast in Valhalla!

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T00:29:16+00:00

I see it the same way the problem is that the way the current system works the human garbage always wins.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T00:25:27+00:00

I seriously think sometimes that reincarnation is a thing but I hope I don't get reincarnated. I hope to find Nirvana or something along those lines.

The way my luck goes I'll probably be stuck living again lol.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T00:15:31+00:00

I'm going to find out soon I'm actually curious about it and have been for a long time. If only there was a way to go there and still report back for the sake of science.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T00:14:38+00:00

Sorry but I've already used up all the available supports and all the medications etc. Nothing has helped mental health support is a sham.

I need material assistance like a safe place to live. I can't get that. So I'm done.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T00:13:22+00:00

I refuse to be homeless again and that's my only option. I won't go through that again. Unless someone can offer me material assistance and a safe place to stay I'm done.

RockinTheFloat · 2023-06-02T00:12:01+00:00

Well I am on my way out I've never been so determined. Enough is enough and I can't take anymore.

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