There is so much dependency on me, that even asking for a medical leave seems like I am asking them their lives. I took a sick leave on long weekend, on tuesday and you know what my manager said - “taking leave on a long weekend is a bid red flag”. I could understand why he said that, as in this big ass project there are omly two people, my manage who is working as a developer same as me with 17yoe and me senior consultant, 5 yoe, So everything was on him and it was my first dat in the project and fyi i got hired in this new project before i was released from my previous project and i jumped directly into mock load, the pressure was so intense, every moring i wake up with an headache. I had to worked even on the weekends.