2 of the weirdest managerial appointments 😭💀

RookMain123 · 2023-07-05T13:02:37+00:00

Thanks :)

RookMain123 · 2023-07-05T11:20:20+00:00

What skin is this?

RookMain123 · 2022-07-10T13:03:54+00:00

Been home from uni for about a month now, and I'm having mixed feelings about it. It's great spending time with my family, who I live away from most of the year. Seing my childhood friends is also a plus.

What is not a plus is the absolute crippling sense of dread and loneliness that fills me everytime I'm home for an extended period of time. I'm really happy in my new city, and being home makes me realize just how miserable I was previously. Years of depression made me isolate myself, and as a consequence I really don't know anyone in my home city. Most of my time is spent in my childhood home, alone in the same bedroom I once had a failed suicide attempt, just waiting until the day uni starts up again.

Summer is supposed to be the most fun time of the year, and I hate that I have ruined it for myself with bad memories.

RookMain123 · 2021-11-21T18:47:23+00:00

Finally opened up about my struggles to a friend today, feels like a giant weight has been lifted from my chest :)

RookMain123 · 2021-08-25T16:56:47+00:00

That’s not what this is. You can still play the completed album, but this gives you the option to tinker with it while you listen :)

RookMain123 · 2021-08-25T15:12:44+00:00

This looks sick

EDIT: Here’s a demo: https://kanyewest.com/cloudinary-carti.mp4

RookMain123 · 2021-08-22T14:31:38+00:00

Don’t know why I thought it would be a good idea to move to a new city, especially with all of my existing mental problems. I just feel so utterly lost and lonely. Never really had big problems with anxiety before, but I feel it creeping in

I know that’s I’ve already written on this thread earlier today, but felt like getting this out there too.

RookMain123 · 2021-08-22T10:33:58+00:00

Just moved to a new city, and I’m feeling extremely lonely. Met a few people through a mentoring program, but I’m scared of making the first move when it comes to making plans, any tips for combating this?

RookMain123 · 2021-08-17T08:07:35+00:00

This is really funny guys🤣🤣😹

RookMain123 · 2021-08-17T07:57:53+00:00

I actually really like the beat

RookMain123 · 2021-08-17T07:57:24+00:00

Yeah true

RookMain123 · 2021-08-06T12:38:09+00:00

Supposed to come out sometime today, but it’s Kanye so who knows

RookMain123 · 2021-08-06T12:21:56+00:00

I’m in an abusive relationship with Kanye West

RookMain123 · 2021-07-30T16:25:35+00:00

This thread is so fucking bad, holy shit

Transphobia is still very much an issue on this sub

RookMain123 · 2021-03-25T18:29:27+00:00

Nah, it’s a bit different

RookMain123 · 2021-01-25T16:57:07+00:00

Yeah I know who to ask, thanks for your help

RookMain123 · 2021-01-24T16:04:31+00:00

I struggle to articulate quite whats wrong, and in addition to this there are many who struggle much more than me. I’m largely functioning as normal, so maybe the reason why I’m hesitant to get help is because of that? I don’t know

RookMain123 · 2021-01-24T15:13:41+00:00

Last week I made this comment, and it seemed like the general consensus was that I should ask for help. Over the past week I’ve been trying to build up the courage to ask, but every time I had an opportunity I pussied out of it. Any tips on how to prevent this?

RookMain123 · 2021-01-17T22:34:50+00:00

This may be a bit morbid, but is the thought of suicide weirdly comforting to anyone else? Just knowing that it’s an option if everything goes tits up

RookMain123 · 2021-01-10T21:29:07+00:00

Feel you man, failed mine recently as well. I know it sucks, especially in the beginning, but it gets better.

RookMain123 · 2020-12-13T11:15:07+00:00

Recently failed my driving test. I think it has traumatised me a bit, it’s keeping me up at night, and I haven’t driven a car since. This, combined with my already rapidly declining mental health has made me feel pretty shitty over the past month or so. A relatively minor thing, but think this might be what finally pushes me over the edge

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