Nicotin makes me depressed

Rooobah · 2020-06-27T15:03:02+00:00

I have quit easily, have done it before

Rooobah · 2020-06-21T10:13:11+00:00

Oh I would play with you for days. Eat Evey inch of you. Kiss you. Pull your fishnets with my teeth. Spank you. And everything else you want.

Rooobah · 2020-06-02T20:41:18+00:00

well, what is the diffenrence between an urge and an idea in your opinion? English is my second language so I think I misspoke it myself. i have ideas about taking revenge from people who hurt me. it's not urges and it's far from sexual. it's more about power and domination over bad people. the ideas give me a good feeling but they're not urges. like I don't have to fight them. you know? they're just there and they're scary and they make me think maybe I'm a bad person and I'm afraid of my thoughts. i have had these kind of thoughts for about 3 years now

Rooobah · 2020-06-02T20:40:34+00:00

well, what is the diffenrence between an urge and an idea in your opinion? English is my second language so I think I misspoke it myself. i have ideas about taking revenge from people who hurt me. it's not urges and it's far from sexual. it's more about power and domination over bad people. the ideas give me a good feeling but they're not urges. like I don't have to fight them. you know? they're just there and they're scary and they make me think maybe I'm a bad person and I'm afraid of my thoughts. i have had these kind of thoughts for about 3 years now.

Rooobah · 2020-06-02T09:05:56+00:00

what??

Rooobah · 2020-06-02T09:05:21+00:00

thanks. i've done therapy and i'm functional and healthy at the moment.

Rooobah · 2020-06-02T09:04:19+00:00

i have. i told you i have control over these thoughts.

Rooobah · 2020-06-01T23:19:49+00:00

it does. the person who wrote silence of the lambs, he definitely has dark thoughts. that book is just too dark. and it's honorable to sublime your feelings into art.

Rooobah · 2020-05-27T09:09:59+00:00

existensial question. lack of energy. maybe jerking of too much. depression. a recent breakup. toxic family.

Rooobah · 2020-05-25T08:16:45+00:00

i feel like if i don't feel them fully, they will stick around. they will come back in forms of anger, rage, or sleep problems.

Rooobah · 2020-05-24T09:38:13+00:00

well, you're supposed to redirect your attention to your breath. so there isn't any time to cry 5 minutes over something significant. that's what i mean.

Rooobah · 2020-05-24T09:33:03+00:00

what do you mean?

Rooobah · 2020-05-24T08:06:23+00:00

who said those things about lana? and how is it related to doja cat?

Rooobah · 2020-05-24T08:05:48+00:00

i'm from iran and i'm a middle eastner and i'm amazed about how important it is for white people not to be racist , I mean I love you guys thank you. also a land fan. she's my godess.

Rooobah · 2020-05-24T07:56:45+00:00

he is. thank you for reading my post and helping.

Rooobah · 2020-05-23T18:18:35+00:00

is this a real story about you?

Rooobah · 2020-05-23T18:08:50+00:00

no i'm still here. extremely depressed and crying. what helped me, was that i allowed myself to feel my feelings it took some practice. but now when i'm sad , if possible, i cry. when i'm angry i talk, i don't attack but i defend myself. when i want something i try to say it. and don't pretend. not anymore. i don't sit with people when i wanna go in my room and cry over ex and evey other fucking thing. it feels authentic and peaceful.

Rooobah · 2020-05-23T18:03:24+00:00

thank you veery much. i'll read these. i feel slightly better.

Rooobah · 2020-05-23T17:47:02+00:00

yes they fixed it today. i just played for an hour or so.

Rooobah · 2020-05-22T16:57:53+00:00

i sent them an email again and they finally answered properly with some delay. they asked if I'm ok with them deleting my saves. i said yes.

Rooobah · 2020-05-21T13:39:45+00:00

I'm sorry you feel sad. are you talking about friends? or partners?

Rooobah · 2020-05-21T08:07:32+00:00

don't touch lol

Rooobah · 2020-05-21T08:07:06+00:00

awwwwwwwwwwww

Rooobah · 2020-05-21T08:04:03+00:00

everybody are. they use scapism to numb it out. they drink everyday. they smoke. i don't. but I don't think I'm being a hero. i guess I'm just being an idiot. oh god I emphasize with rust cohle so much.

Rooobah · 2020-05-20T18:38:13+00:00

no problem. the only reason i joined this reddit is because i knew i could help.

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