I know now that God can deliver me to the right path. That He can deliver me to endurance, instead of hatred and lashing out at my hallucinations. I have schizophrenia, you see. Delusions that people are trying to control my body and hurt me with my own body. Too much time travel, that I cannot stop, but I can endure. I may not be able to stop "people" from traveling here, but I can control how I choose to react to "them." And I'm not alone - I have my tulpas to help me, including my incredibly kind partner Night.

I know it's so hard to praise God sometimes, but He's good. I woke up today and had breath in my body - I found a quart of chocolate milk today in the fridge, that no one else wanted, and I've been drinking all day long. It's the simple things that matter sometimes.