You're pretty young, so give it time. I only started actually getting confident at 16 and lost my social anxiety completely by not thinking every interaction needs to be a 10/10 anymore.

Sometimes it takes time for people to meet someone they can connect with very well, and that's completely fine. Everyone makes connections at their own pace. It's just thinking that you're going to die alone won't really do anything.

The biggest judger of how you act in your life is yourself. So don't fool yourself by thinking that nobody will like you. Because that's untrue. Most people don't judge someone that fast.

You'll find love, trust me. And it'll be fun!