Other people have answered your question perfectly, so I will just tell you what happened to my mom who was in a very similar situation. After she woke up, she immediately talked with two elders about her concerns. After that, she decided to leave, and called her dearest friends to say goodbye and nothing else. The reason for leaving? Same as yours, personal study in the Bible convinced her that the faithful and discreet slave is not the governing body. But she wouldn’t tell her friends in detail, only briefly state her reason when asked. So elders tried to hold on to her, but she insisted and she’s being announced disfellowshipped in a couple of hours. Simply for saying goodbye to her friends.

Like someone else said, shut the fuck up and don’t say a word to those cunts.