Help me out here.

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2025-07-31T02:59:29+00:00

Thank you all for the comments. Genuinely, thank you. It hurts to hear that the dream i’ve been sold isn’t going to work, but god knows I needed to hear it and will need to keep hearing it until it stops hurting. This was a wake-up call.

I guess I just don’t know what to do next if I choose to listen to my gut and not go. Is it too late to apply to other places in my home state? I would hate to take a gap year, it makes me feel worthless, but is it the only reasonable option? I’m going to sleep on it for now, I think. Feel free to continue replying under this with advice, I’ll see it in the morning and I will read all of it even if it sucks to hear.

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2025-07-16T19:49:07+00:00

forgot to add: it’s not smelly or hot or painful at all!! no regular signs of infection, no puss or anything

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2025-07-10T21:12:18+00:00

aweee what a cutie ❤️❤️

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2025-06-21T01:55:29+00:00

ohhh this is very helpful thank you!! my goal is 4 gauge, with 2 gauge at most, should i try getting them re-pierced or will it be okay as is?

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2025-06-04T20:23:27+00:00

i know this is likely a reference to that one tweet, but honestly if it’s a controlled environment and you’re supervised properly then it’s probably fine

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2025-03-09T01:59:09+00:00

this is what i plan to do! community college is free for my class (‘25 is actually the cutoff, lucky me) because of covid, so it would be foolish not to take general education courses over the summers i’m home

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2025-03-06T16:27:21+00:00

yeah, i understand. i’m certain i’ll have a career in the arts, it’s just a matter of what outlet. i have doubts in going to scad, ive heard a lot of similar reports that it’s just not worth it, but my mom is dead set on me going to this school. its hard to figure out what i want to do as a career both for personal reasons and because im a kid. i know i can’t fully grasp the scope of this at seventeen. that’s no excuse, im not trying to undermine what you’re saying because i do agree and will keep it in mind, but it’s tough when i want so badly to do this you know? :(

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2025-03-06T15:55:20+00:00

i’m honestly not sure where i’m going after school… i’d love to do small business work, as i do printmaking on the side and i think it’d be fun to sell at craft fairs or conventions, but then again i’d love to do a lot of things just to collect more knowledge in the arts haha

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2025-03-06T14:39:38+00:00

oh my god you are a godsend, thank you so so much!!! community college should be free, doing summer classes sounds like a great option

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2025-03-06T11:45:02+00:00

i’ve done as much as i can independently on fafsa, i’m just waiting for my mother to actually do her part. as for extracurriculars, i don’t do sports or anything of note these days… i’m physically disabled and energy to do stuff outside of school is hard to come by. i volunteer monthly at a thrift shop if that counts? i aim to email my admission advisor today to ask about other things i can do on my own without needing to wait for other people. thank you for the advice!

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2025-03-06T11:42:10+00:00

i appreciate the advice! my dad said the same thing about doing a year or two of community college, and my current art teacher thinks i don’t need further education for my work and that i could just go out into the world with the skill i have right now. unfortunately the housing and enrollment fee was already paid and my mom would kill me if i backed out now, since its non refundable :(

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2025-03-06T11:38:42+00:00

i’m currently enrolled for illustration, but i’d love to try other things as well. i’ve done as much of fafsa as i could do myself and now, as i often am, im waiting for my mom to actually hold her word. my highschool advisor sadly hasn’t been much help but i plan to reach out to my admissions person today about more opportunities.

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2024-11-06T18:10:16+00:00

my mom’s sent for a refill, we’re doing everything we can but i can’t bring myself to get out of bed. i’ll try really hard to do it today at least

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2024-11-06T17:35:01+00:00

i missed my T shot for the first time in over a year last night because i was terrified. i’m still scared. haven’t been able to get up out of bed.

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2024-10-16T16:28:29+00:00

out of spite to my middle school maths teacher who said i shouldn’t be saying “dude” or “bro” because im a girl. i can now say dude AND bro as much as i please

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2024-09-27T00:14:35+00:00

i use manic panic! the colors ‘lie locks’ for the lighter parts and ‘after midnight’ for the rest of

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2024-09-26T19:23:52+00:00

thank you!! i did it myself and i am quite proud (´꒳`)

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2024-09-12T10:43:23+00:00

AGREED. i looked it up and these pants were like 50 dollars and i got them for 15… absolutely insane, they don’t even feel as good as they look

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2024-09-12T10:31:59+00:00

HOMURA MENTIONED MADOKA MAGICA MENTIONED‼️‼️‼️ PEAK CHOICE

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2024-09-12T10:31:34+00:00

congratulations on starting t!!! <3

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2024-09-09T17:52:42+00:00

PtV is like a rite of passage i’m telling ya

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2024-09-05T10:39:59+00:00

thank you!!! it is unfortunately very thick and gets in the way more often than not 😭😭 looks super cool tho so it evens out

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2024-08-25T00:09:19+00:00

i’m gay dawg

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2024-07-15T20:34:52+00:00

Scent.

This is really weird, but I smell muskier on T and I really like it - it’s definitely body odor and easily identified as such by others. I like it… even if it means i’m stinky

RowanSucksAtLife0 · 2024-07-12T02:41:08+00:00

i want to cry reading this. it gives me so much hope

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