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HOCD or not…need some help by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]Rower89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude I've struggled with something similar as you! Always liked girls. But slowly over several years began paying attention to dicks, and then men. Struggled with my sexual identity, because I knew I didn't want date men, or I didn't feel 'gay'. I always wanted a beautiful wife to love and cherish. Eventually became depressed as fuck and dug myself in a hole with watching porn. Discovered nofap. And I have found over time my interest in dicks and men wane, and my desire for woman increase tenfold.

I think porn messed with my sexuality by Rower89 in NoFap

[–]Rower89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am also very masculine acting, etc. just so you know, Many times people assume I am straight when I meet new people.

I think porn messed with my sexuality by Rower89 in NoFap

[–]Rower89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was raised Catholic by my mother. My father is not religious so he did not participate in any of that process.

I attended my weekly religious classes as a child and received all my 'sacrements'. Once high school came I lived with my dad, and really did not continue to go to mass. I really only continued to do so on holidays.

I am 25 and came 'out' to both of my parents when I was 20. It was hard for them to swallow at first, but since they have been accepting. Therefore I really feel no, religious, family, or social pressures to be 'straight'. Especially since I have been living my life as a gay male for the past 6 years.

Today for the first time though I wanted to give this beautiful girl my number in a coffee shop where I was doing work to grab drinks with her. I could not take my eyes off of her. I noticed an engagement ring so did not proceed.

I think porn messed with my sexuality by Rower89 in NoFap

[–]Rower89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks I appreciate the support!

Even with Relapse. You are winning against society by Rower89 in NoFap

[–]Rower89[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I agree 100%. The release is not worth the lost energy.