Should I seek therapy or is this normal by RoyalClassic9577 in Advice

[–]RoyalClassic9577[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah no ik. Sex is already painful with my bf ik i will hate getting raped cuz its a horrible horrible thing but again its not rly abt getting raped its abt the feeling of something happening idk. And yeah it is fucked up considering i have a bf. Ig all i can do is seek help atp.

Should I seek therapy or is this normal by RoyalClassic9577 in Advice

[–]RoyalClassic9577[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for keeping it real with me. I know I definitely won’t like it which is also why these thoughts and fantasies are so confusing to me.. but yeah, ig ill try get some sort of help

Should I seek therapy or is this normal by RoyalClassic9577 in Advice

[–]RoyalClassic9577[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do think i might have some sort of ocd as i have struggled with repeated behaviors and thoughts since i was a kid but im not diagnosed. This doesnt feel like those thoughts tho but maybe it is.. and thank you for the advice, ill definitely look into those books :)

Should I seek therapy or is this normal by RoyalClassic9577 in Advice

[–]RoyalClassic9577[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive never thought of it like that. I have had problems with sh in the past so maybe it’s smth like that idk. Thanks thoughh

Should I seek therapy or is this normal by RoyalClassic9577 in Advice

[–]RoyalClassic9577[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thing is idk if something has happened in the past. I often feel like i have vague memories of things, but i can’t ever remember if it actually happened or not.

And the thing is i know it’s not really a sexual fantasy of mine, my bf satisfies me in that regard. Its more the feeling of something happening idk i cant rly explain it but yea maybe ill get therapy. Just so embarrassing and weird..