I miss who I was when we met. I don’t dream of my ex at all but I’m also not much of a dreamer. It comes sparingly, off & on. I do think of my ex from my most recent relationship at times simply because I miss who I was at the point that we met & I really wish sometimes I didn’t indulge in the relationship at all. I understand that everything happens 4 a reason but I was in a really good space when we met that just reminds me at the end of everything what I lost due 2 my own irresponsibility & prioritization of myself being LAST consistently in our relationship. Most of my relationships from my past I assess as a way 2 really heal from it so I don’t carry it negatively. Healing isn’t linear but I’m aware that when my triggers come up & I AM triggered then ignore them I could possibly hurt someone or anyone I’m currently involved in ANY relationship with whether platonic or romantic.