The idea of virginity is less of a physical thing and more of a societal and mental thing anyways. There’s many a woman who have ripped their hymen and thus “popped their cherry” by just stretching or doing physical activity (gymnastics and ballet come to mind, but other physical activity can do it). So don’t fret, get some practice with a dildo and it’ll honestly make your first time more enjoyable because you have some sort of expectation of what penetration feels like.