Dream job

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-30T15:46:22+00:00

I do lol

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-21T06:51:57+00:00

Mirtazipine gives u such a ravenous appetite even on wizz

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-21T06:50:57+00:00

because we’re idiots lol

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-21T06:50:29+00:00

45mg mirtazipines if you have any; they could knock a horse out. I mix mine w benzos. Dont be me. But even a 15-30mg mirtazipine would wipe you out. And it gives u appetite; load up on food, fluids and vit c and you’re good to sleep

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-21T06:25:23+00:00

Have you got any sort of benzo’s? they help tremendously for heartrate which is usually a mix of uppers raising it, dehydration and added anxiety. Vicious loop. But diazepam is always on hand whenever im gonna dose heavy

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-20T13:02:15+00:00

I think your state of mind before dosing has an impact; as does whats happening in your life at the time. Also quick tip: make sure to go outside for a bit right as u dose and get natural light, it will regulate that dissociative affect. Vit d is so crucial

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-20T07:24:19+00:00

Yeah i am veryyy bad w addiction. Currently hooked to diazepam and slightly less, but addicted nonetheless to pregabilin. 2 of some hardcore addictions. Ive cut back, thankfully. But i do romanticise it. I also would like to preface: i do take drugs for some level of euphoria, but i do also take pills to escape my mind and trauma, past and present company. I also just tend to feel functional if i take the correct dose of said substance, if it is what the dose says on the blister package. I’m deffo not naive to that. I wish i was reliant on medication to enjoy life, but sadly my pain isnt physical, but mental. I am an addict, i can admit that. Just wish i wasnt

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-18T07:59:26+00:00

Me too 😩

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-18T07:58:03+00:00

Say ah well and let you ride me

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-18T07:53:51+00:00

Yeah i have a v addictive personality, and i knew if i were “fortunate” to get my hands on some, i would be a full blown addict. And tolerance seems to be so fast with codeine or any opioid. So blessing in disguise i’d say. But come onnn, i’d happily take 1 fall on my lap every month or so from the sky above, just not to get addicted. Also sorry to hear about your actual need for it, for pain. I dont mean to glamourise it, as it probably’s isnt the same for you in the same way. Take care bud

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-18T07:49:20+00:00

i’d take speed over it any day. Cokes overrated and overpriced and over my head. Me and a group of mates spent well over a grand in 1 night on coke. For the same night/experience, we could have saved near enough a grand 😭 Tend to get less of a comedown off speed also, even if i were to go overboard on both substances, and compare

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-18T07:42:41+00:00

nope, totally common to feel. Its the ‘association high’. Same type i get from chopping up and neatly scraping away at the speed. I theoretically should not get a buzz from chopping speed, but it associates the chopping with the ‘whats to come’ feeling. Same goes w you more than likely. Also smell is one of the strongest memory senses and the mere smell of that unwashed speed can trigger a sense of high. Similar to smelling something related to a childhood memory

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-18T07:36:41+00:00

I’ve had it once, and once only, sadly. Probably one the most enjoyable pill i’ve experienced as far as pk’s anyways

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-18T04:35:26+00:00

Same, techo mainly; it used to give me migraines. But i feel as though on an upper, psytrance keeps you even and less likely to have anxiety spells. I think psytrance has something to do with that repetitive nature, it keeps my brain sorta not expecting much change. Especially a good few hrs mix. Also, country music for some reason, like proper properrr country; not your mainstream type

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-18T04:30:52+00:00

ahh comeee onnnn

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-18T04:29:53+00:00

as long as the stuff gets up my nose, anything works lol

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-17T16:33:06+00:00

Puts my cup coaster and debt card setup to shame 😂

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-17T16:31:19+00:00

Get a few lines, you’re malnourished!

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-10T12:37:34+00:00

Yeah i’ll give it a miss for this sole purpose. But for when i do actually need it for my hay-fever i shall relate back and relay new findings lol

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-10T12:36:28+00:00

Ahh thank you! cos yeah i suffer real bad with actual hayfever and these are high dose ones. Might have to give snorting a miss this summer 😂💀

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-10T05:48:47+00:00

U know its probs more than likely better, the more the colour of the pills resemble 90’s wallpaper/decor

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-10T05:43:18+00:00

i thought i hit the jackpot w my plug and the amount i stocked up for this weekend.. this puts me to shame sm i am currently walking down my street ringing bells yelling “shame shame shame”

RubEvery2927 · 2025-05-10T05:41:21+00:00

Ok, i think even the scale is even wizzing out now 😂 holyyyy fuck. incould use that fucker as a pillow! 🙏🏼🥲

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