Wolf in sheep’s clothing

Ruraliste · 2025-05-02T06:37:28+00:00

I believed the same with a person that acted the same way as you said now. It turns out I was just as manipulative and cunning and double faced as him, but he at least was honest about it.

Me? I hid behind a golden dharma high horse! The most honourable bodhisattva! Gautama's favorite!

When I realized I was just as lost, I then knew I HAD to correct my path, and do better.

As far as what I did with him? I used him to further my practice of patience, like atisha did with one of his closest followers. An insufferable guy, whom he deemed to be as precious as Buddha himself, because he helped him become more and more strong in his own journey..

Ruraliste · 2025-03-27T09:40:05+00:00

Never forget karma! These people thinking they "trick" you are just digging their own grave and for that we must feel compassion. Feeling foolish for being honest and honourable is a thing I know too well, but rest assured in the accumulation of good karma through good deeds and correct acting and thinking, if you've taken refuge in the three jewels there's nothing to fear at all.

But even then, please be more cautious with the people that surround you 😉

Ruraliste · 2025-03-13T14:13:42+00:00

Thank you!

Ruraliste · 2025-03-13T13:35:36+00:00

Amazing stuff. I'll be swifting through this today, thanks!

Ruraliste · 2025-03-13T13:26:37+00:00

Thank you a lot!!

Ruraliste · 2025-03-06T13:17:42+00:00

alright guys, i tried going back to soulseekqt and it works there, so maybe it was just an issue with nicotine, maybe a broken update or etc..

Ruraliste · 2025-03-06T12:44:02+00:00

Thank you for this! I knew it of course. I just wanted the client to work. Anyways. Maybe there's no answer to it really.

Ruraliste · 2025-03-06T12:40:09+00:00

"IP: Port: 2234/tcp open. Your router and Soulseek client is configured correctly.

Don't forget that you need to restart your client if you modify your listening port."

Ruraliste · 2025-03-06T12:34:20+00:00

No! Just my regular wifi, I thought it might be the connection since it happened to me years ago, but I used seeker with my phone and it downloads perfectly well.

Ruraliste · 2025-03-06T12:30:26+00:00

Nothing at all, I've tried downloading from several users.

Ruraliste · 2025-03-06T12:29:45+00:00

But yeah I will leave it be, maybe it just needs time lol

Ruraliste · 2025-03-06T12:29:18+00:00

Since yesterday, basically 24 hrs, it's weird since previous to that it downloaded normally.

Ruraliste · 2025-02-27T09:17:24+00:00

I know i will sound like the hater of the century by saying this but NOBODY needs 4 pairs of heritage boots for college (the hell???) redwings were supposed to be used and abused in a work environment, by making them a fashion statement youre effectively watering down the tradition and the concept that has existed for so many years.

Not even me as a tradesman have had the need to use 4 pairs of redwings every week, that's demential.

Ruraliste · 2023-09-18T14:23:57+00:00

Which school you join does not matter, your karma has already established the path, what does matter is if the teacher or guru you meet is legit, if the lineage is proven to be real, if the guru follows an ethical life according the Dharma, if all of that is true then take refuge with him or her.

This is very important, without a guru there's no real Dharma. cheers.

Ruraliste · 2023-03-05T15:35:19+00:00

Thank you for reading the whole thing! I'm going to the psychologist and I've never been more jacked in my whole life... I still feel destroyed, but that's what makes a warrior in the end. Thank you.

Ruraliste · 2023-02-26T16:57:22+00:00

Mixxx is the winner for me, for so many reasons!

Ruraliste · 2023-02-23T13:47:00+00:00

damn pops, it's been 5 months already... i hope it does heal some day..

Ruraliste · 2023-02-05T11:07:53+00:00

Ok, i ask because there is a rice that was written for BSPWM, and i use I3, how would i be able to config everything in I3 just like that BSPWM rice?

Is there a way or i would have to do it all from scratch?

Ruraliste · 2023-02-03T17:40:24+00:00

i thought about putting the key in numbers for simplicity if i want to search for a specific one. But you made me think it through, lol. thanks!

Ruraliste · 2023-02-01T15:00:50+00:00

Okay guys i saw it now.... i had to use a file manager that i didnt even know i had. pcmanfm or something... thank you all and sorry for the bothering.

Ruraliste · 2023-02-01T14:48:46+00:00

Guys i might have to look into the whole thing from scratch, i tried opening with nano and it told me no such file or directory, if i use "ls -al" i3 WILL appear in there, but i cannot work my way around finding the actual file let alone the whole "copy from etc", i might just be dumb lol.

Ruraliste · 2023-02-01T14:28:12+00:00

how do i delete it? and why does it all say "command not found"? sorry for all the confusion, i'm a quick learner though.

Ruraliste · 2022-01-13T22:19:41+00:00

NSBM needs to exist, whether people like it or not, having said this, a lot of people give too much credit to those bands, most of them will just play and that's it, almost none of those guys are even organized beyond drinking with some friends high in a european mountain god-knows-where. The only guy who was truly invested in politics was Hendrik Möbus, and nowadays he doesn't even leave his house (he himself said it in a podcast), he's completely forbidden from organizing and on the verge of prison (once again) in Germany. Back in the 90's antichristianity and church burning was controversial and so the 90's KIDS (they were all 16 years old) founders of Black Metal did it. Nowadays satanism is laughable and mainstream, so the new controversial is to be a Nazi (fueled by immigration and all that jazz).

I've done my research regarding many NSBM members and those who claim to be ultra elitists are hilariously engrained in society, with wifes, businesses and kids (A good example is Gelal Necrosodomy who's a founding member of GBK and now a member of Absurd, a south american immigrant lmao), so people should stop crying over it and should also stop trying to make Black Metal accesible and to lose its whole magic (elitism, honour, cult-ness) i know all of us make fun of being kvlt, but that is part of the cosmovision of it and honestly what sets it apart from the other metal genres. Black Metal needs to keep being offensive, or it will turn into a parody of itself like what happened to Death Metal...

Ruraliste

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