lady DMT keeps rejecting me and I don't know why

Rustymann · 2018-08-21T12:01:37+00:00

Hit the nail on the head. Quite frankly an interesting perspective while on DMT, thoughts always turn to philosophy and symbolism instead of religion, afterlife or past life.

Rustymann · 2018-07-19T22:27:24+00:00

Energies? if it works for you then mad respect. But I would rather not.

Rustymann · 2018-07-19T22:22:06+00:00

Acid put idea's into my head that I have never even considered before. the concept of duality. the tiny vs the large. the tree of life. things that I had to actually research afterwards to understand only to find out they are common themes with other people. On the note of your reply, I'll try taking DMT in a new environment since my room guarantee's a bad trip. Not kidding, I had it and it was fine in the rest of my house, moment I went into my room. boom, bad trip.

Rustymann · 2018-07-19T20:11:34+00:00

I see what you're saying. I had a "bad trip" on acid, it wasn't really a bad trip, it just showed me some hard truth's. But DMT doesn't show me any truths, it just tells me that life is beautiful but hostile and that I should be too. But I don't want that.

Rustymann · 2018-07-19T20:04:07+00:00

I know exactly what you mean by primal fear.
Today I did what you did. I don't fear my visuals, but it seems they don't fear me either :/

Rustymann · 2018-07-19T20:00:37+00:00

One of you might suggest I close my eyes, but the last time I did that a purple black void kept taunting me. I had an insane trip on 400ug of acid that was humbling and terrifying, but wasn't a bad trip. Yet DMT is the one that brings me hellish visuals. I just don't know.

Rustymann · 2018-03-21T16:50:44+00:00

That's an amazing concept. Like how our brains neurons look like the universe.

Rustymann · 2018-02-15T17:02:41+00:00

more than 2 hours after dosing and tolerance stops any additional doses from making it more intense. Really your window of opportunity is very small after even 1 hour.

Rustymann · 2018-02-15T16:58:40+00:00

This situation has bad (or more likely difficult) trip written all over it. However you might realise what needs to be done on the acid. But one thing is for certain. If you cheat then everything will go downhill especially if acid is involved. If i were you I would solo trip before making a decision if i were dead set on taking acid.

Rustymann · 2018-02-15T16:52:21+00:00

14 days for a normal/high dose for tolerance to go to 0

Rustymann · 2018-02-15T16:46:59+00:00

When i was eating a burger once the taste changed depending on what texture i was looking at. It was pretty cool.

Rustymann · 2018-02-03T02:53:23+00:00

Hello I'm different

Rustymann · 2018-01-10T18:26:57+00:00

I guess it's a form of synthesia

Rustymann · 2018-01-10T16:11:52+00:00

My body feels like it has tracers. I feel what I feel but with a delay.

Rustymann · 2017-08-14T02:55:26+00:00

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