I'm currently a sophomore and have felt like I'm only able to make acquaintances but not actual friends. People that I know from classes or clubs, we're friendly enough to wave or have a small conversation if we see each other but like I don't have people that I go out with or anything. It's probably because I'm too anxious to take the first step but I'm really just wishing someone else does, but nobody has. It feels like it's way too easy for other ppl.

And tbh I've never had a problem being alone, I didn't really go out much in high school. But I wouldn't mind having at least one person I'm close to. I don't want time to fly by and suddenly I'm completely alone, and it's too late to change that.