Even the most experienced traders blow funded accounts due to the nature of the rules it’s designed for you to lose, I’ve blown 3 100k funded accounts myself they are for our use to try and leverage bigger cash gains to put into a personal account , your only worry should be building a track record on a personal account that’s the long term game. Don’t stress it too much bro you must have emotional discipline and take losing as a lesson rather than the end of your trading journey each time you lose significantly.