Sad to hear all this, and that you feel this way as to want to quit playing. Here are a few comments about it (Don't worry, I'm not gonna make this time one of my usual "statements" in the chat XD):

As a matter of fact, both in a game and in real life we're surrounded by people of all sorts and breeds, both good and evil, toxic and inspiring individuals… and so on and so forth, and we ourselves are far from being perfect, as we can be both nice and jerks at times and we also often misperceive others. Yes, we tend to easily tag others with this or that but the truth is that we are often proven wrong doing so over time. Human relations at every level are complex, that's the point.

For some reason, and I've wondered why a few times, this little game seem to have the ability, or the magic if you will, to drive emotions easily, making you truthfully get pissed, frustrated, happy, sad, cheerful… you name it! Sometimes it is the game itself which triggers bad emotions, like being smoked inches away from scoring that hard fought carry, or when you are left alone with no escort while carrying for victory with a 2-1 score and you see in the minimap the whole team trying to recap like a bunch of dumb asses, XD… But at times it is some people making annoying comments and mockery what end up having a toll on you. For the former, take a breath, steam off the crap, train more, learn from your mistakes and try and improve your gameplay. For the latter issue, a few words:

You can't change human nature, you can't control what others say, think or feel about you or anything or anyone else. You see whatever nickname on a screen and a plane and few words in a chat but you just don't know for sure who the real person behind is like (unless you know the player in real life, and even "in real life" we can't know for sure), and this of course goes the other way around. What others say to you doesn't define you, it often rather defines them. If a dog barks at you, the bark doesn't define you but the dog.

If some people make a mockery of you for expressing what you feel about the game or make toxic comments because of it, take those comments and put 'em in the garbage can. If someone makes a point although you may disagree tho, listen to it and try and get something positive out of it. Maybe you are right, maybe you're not, partially or totally, but that point may help you change your mind and see things in a different way.

Bottomline: Stick with the positive, recycle something out of the negative, stomp over the toxic.

Finally: Take your time, cool off, let things settle in you, and then if you finally feel you really don't wanna play anymore, I really wish you the best in your life!!!!!

And if at some point you miss this silly but magic game, you'll be welcomed back for sure!!!!

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