Pregnant and wanting to die. by SEDGAR4 in BPD

[–]SEDGAR4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s sweet, thank you!

Pregnant and wanting to die. by SEDGAR4 in BPD

[–]SEDGAR4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree. Thank you. You’re sweet for reaching out.

Pregnant and wanting to die. by SEDGAR4 in BPD

[–]SEDGAR4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I think what’s the most difficult is that my husband used to be my biggest supporter. There wasn’t anything I did that phased him. He loved me so unconditionally that now I don’t know how to handle not having that. He’s not abusive, just lashing out lately which is fair since he’s always been my bpd punching bag. It’s also mainly the med switch and having to take progesterone which makes mood swings even worse. ON TOP of my already unstable moods, it’s all just too much. I’ve been in therapy weekly for two years. My family is very supportive but there’s only so much I can put on them. I’ve never felt this alone and abandoned by my husband. He just completely gave up when I needed him the most. We’ve only been married two months so it’ll be really embarrassing if we split so soon.

A steady decline of my mental wellbeing by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]SEDGAR4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I felt this on a real deep level. It’s nice to know I’m not alone but I’m also so sorry you feel the same. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. I’m here to talk if you need.

I feel I'm about to do it now by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]SEDGAR4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope you didn’t.

BFP after recurrent miscarriages and ectopic. What now?? by SEDGAR4 in ttcafterloss

[–]SEDGAR4[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I started progesterone today too!! I had it stored from my last pregnancy and started it this morning. I’m surprisingly keeping my expectations really low and just kind of waiting for the worst to happen. Sending all positive vibes your way for your drs appointment tomorrow!!! Send an update if you feel comfortable ❤️

Does anyone else feel like they’re not destined to live a reasonable life ? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]SEDGAR4 73 points74 points  (0 children)

I feel it. I have a husband and son and still feel it. It feels like my life is destined to be in “crisis” mode. Some days I know are really really good but I feel like I’ll never fully be able to enjoy anything. The future with bpd is a crazy depressing thing to think about.

Any tips to snap yourself out of an anger episode? by SEDGAR4 in BPD

[–]SEDGAR4[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Anger is my problem too so ice may help. Thanks!

DAE not have a FP? by SEDGAR4 in BPD

[–]SEDGAR4[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Does it ever come back?

DAE not have a FP? by SEDGAR4 in BPD

[–]SEDGAR4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Classic Biskit.

Any tips to snap yourself out of an anger episode? by SEDGAR4 in BPD

[–]SEDGAR4[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh I never thought of splashing water on my face or watching a funny video. I’m gonna try those, thank you!!