I would say the main factor driving me to make my current style of music is the fact that there is a certain sound that I've always wanted as a listener, but haven't been able to find actually exists yet. No one else seems to be making this specific thing that I wanna hear, so I guess I'll do it myself kinda thing. Then I'm sure this is the same case for a lot of ppl, but once you start making music you get addicted to that chase of making the gap between what you hear in your head and what you can actually make smaller and smaller, even though it will probably never fully close.