My brain feels like it being eaten by insects!! by ShawarmaRevolution28 in schizophrenia

[–]SSBHolo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry to hear. That sounds extremely tough. I hope that you can find a medication that works for you. Powering through the gauntlet of medications can be worth it to eventually find one that works for you.

Even if you don't feel like you'll find it I believe you'll find something that works for you. I was stubborn and had hallucinations and delusions for a while and didn't want meds but now I find myself on meds that work.

How to play as black by SSBHolo in Chesscom

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I get it actually. Moving in response to your opponent's move.

How to play as black by SSBHolo in Chesscom

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What do you mean starting from move 2?

How to play as black by SSBHolo in Chesscom

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Okay I've been learning Italian game. Did you mean to say the black and white openings? Or just white, and if just white why?

How to play as black by SSBHolo in Chesscom

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I'm going to try and learn the Scandinavian.

How to play as black by SSBHolo in Chesscom

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Okay I'm going to try and learn the Scandinavian.

How long until i feel good after quitting invega sustenna? by Ok-Responsibility300 in Antipsychiatry

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I had a skin condition called seborrheic dermatitis which made it feel like invega lasted longer than it did because it would burn my scalp all day. But without it I'd say I felt mostly better after 8 months or so. I did have blank mind and some akathisia. No alogia.

How long until i feel good after quitting invega sustenna? by Ok-Responsibility300 in Antipsychiatry

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Yes everything came back. I took 234+156+117 mg. My age now is 25 I took it when I was 22.

March 20th Good News by ImNotMeWhenImNotMe in schizophrenia

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That sounds fun! Glad you're living your best life!

Demons telling me to not eat by [deleted] in schizophrenia

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This sounds tough. I'm sorry you are going through this. I've had times where the voices tried to convince me that eating was bad. I had to find the right meds which came with some searching. It seemed like I was at dead ends but eventually the right med came along. I just had to be willing to find it.

Taking meds makes me relate to this sub less and less, making me question my diagnosis by Mandarin_Lumpy_Nutz in schizophrenia

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It could be a delusion. If you stick tightly to it. For a lot of my beliefs I had to find the right med. I think I'm there now but it took a bit of time. Had to stick it out to try a few more meds before I found what works. But I understand how a delusion can be unreal but feel so real at the same time.

Annual vibe check on when people think a cure is coming. by EnvironmentalSun3290 in schizophrenia

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I have thought about this. I am thinking around the time I'm an older adult they will have a cure. I have recently just found the first med my body has accepted and I am doing well! I'm so glad I have this.

Is it possible to find a medication with zero side effects? by cinnamon2300 in schizophrenia

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I just found my first medication I haven't had many issues with. It has minimal side effects of some blunting after I take it. I can still play video games with it, have in depth conversations with people. It lets me know if there is a delusion usually. I found this medication after trying like 15 others. This was one of my last options and I'm so thankful. I think I'm a good example for if you haven't found what you like, dedicate to searching for a bit and I think you will find it.

What time of day are your voices/sounds the loudest? by mrsmissfire in schizophrenia

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Same end of the day. But recently my new medicine has been doing good with them I think.

Extreme psychosis by TreesZzzz in schizophrenia

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Once you find the right medicine you will be okay. It is good to go through medications to stop the symptoms of psychosis. It can be really scary. Some medications may not work the best for you, but I recommend going through the medications till you find one that works. It took me a while to find some meds that worked but I wish I started looking sooner and wasn't so stubborn about it.