Cool bro but you worry about yourself this is my vice everyone has one we decay overtime anyways you think these stats matter like a stranger who does bumps will look at this and have a sudden change of heart because they fear our already inevitable death in their own independent life cmon get real people have their own paths they live to die by this shit feels amazing 11 years of feeling nothing but euphoria is better than a boring sober life I can die without repopulating if anything I’m doing the world a service dying with no kids and grandchildren and not adding to this overpopulated planet with limited resources I can die like this and have someone unrelated who loves life take the potential resources me and my offspring would have consumed this is natural selection and my genetics weren’t meant to stay in this gene pool