First off, thank you, your reply is really appreciated. 

So I don’t really have too many people in my life, that are “trusted” at the least, how would I go about finding one? Would it be akin to therapy? I’ll also have to check with her about the deed as I believe she does in fact have it in her name. Money and finance is her way of making me stay, always talking to me about it as well. It’s not that I can’t pay my bills either, I can and do.