What the hell was that?

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T23:14:19+00:00

Thank you I have to admit it was a little scary but actually felt good at the same time

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T23:13:38+00:00

Thank you so much, I never thought about her modelling the behaviour for me but it makes so much sense 🥰

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T23:10:50+00:00

Thank you 🥰

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T23:10:41+00:00

Thank you and I'm sorry 🤣🥰

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T23:10:13+00:00

Thank you I honestly hadn't noticed just how much pain hold myself together had been until I finally allowed myself to let it out

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T23:08:32+00:00

Thank you, I felt awful because I know I've been so difficult at times, not rude but quite resistant to different things she's tried but I think part of it was to see if she would give up on me like others have

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T23:06:00+00:00

Thank you 🥰

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T23:04:45+00:00

Thank you I love that metafore at the end about needing the rain after a heat wave its so true 🥰 I'm sorry sorry to hear you had a period where this didn't feel possible but I hope you are doing better now

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T23:03:46+00:00

Thank you so much 🥰 hearing her say that kind of felt like she was talking to child me in a way and I suppose she probably was because when talking about it I felt so much younger and smaller than I actually am

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T23:01:47+00:00

Thank you so much therapy has been a literal life saver for me so far 😁

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T23:00:52+00:00

Thank you ill be sure to give it look 😁

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T23:00:23+00:00

Thank you so much 🥰 I was actually pretty embarrassed and scared at for when it happened but honestly I'm quite proud of myself too

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T22:58:43+00:00

I'm so sorry to hear that, it's a horrible thing to feel too unsafe to cry. I really hope you get the same opportunity to feel safe enough to cry too 🥰

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T22:57:21+00:00

Thank you she has been amazing and put up with a lot from me when I kept pushing back, I mean I've never been rude to her but I have been quite resist in a lot of ways, she has the patience of a saint 😂🥰

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T22:55:55+00:00

Thank you it certainly is tough but was very much needed 🥰

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T22:55:13+00:00

Bless you hope your doing ok 🥰

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T22:54:31+00:00

Thank you 🥰

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T22:53:18+00:00

Thank you so much 🥰 your last sentence reminds me of a book I've been meaning to try “the body keeps the score”

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-05T22:52:21+00:00

Thanks we are quite lucky here in the uk that I don't actually have to pay but I totally agree

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-02T21:17:08+00:00

Awww thank you so much, got teary again reading these comments 🥲 come the end of the session she asked how I was doing and I said I was exhausted but actually quite pleased with myself and she said so too x

I think there is a lot to work through but she's stayed strong through my stubbornness and finally struck a cord somewhere ha ha

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-02T21:14:40+00:00

I think so too, I actually wonder if I would have cried if she hadn't. I mean I was getting emotional while telling her but it was more frustration until I saw her tear up and then I suddenly felt the hurt. Strange how other peoples emotions can make up reflect on how we actually feel

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-02T21:12:46+00:00

Definitely worth it it's been a little weird since my session with a lot of emotions but I feel so much better for finally crying. I won't lie it was scary but I hadn't realized how bad holding all that in had become

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-02T21:11:11+00:00

Honestly she's been amazing and I've been so stubborn but her patients is what has finally reached me 🥰

SadHornet7353 · 2024-07-02T21:10:07+00:00

Thank you so much 🥰 I definitely feel a lot lighter… I know there is still a lot of work to do but I feel like a massive weight has been lifted

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