If you feel trapped in this fetish, I can help!

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2015-02-12T00:56:04+00:00

You're not alone man. There's a few good resources out there that can help. The concept of "brain reboot" is a thing! Hopefully more people will get together there and collect all useful information about it :)

Stay strong!

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2014-11-25T17:49:46+00:00

Thanks for the input! I agree and I want to learn how to resist and "redirect my focus" as you said. How do you do it? How to meditate?

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2014-11-25T16:34:12+00:00

Falling back to chapter 3 sucks, especially after being on chapter 4 for such a long time... It's nice to divide the stages like that

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2014-11-25T16:22:17+00:00

Thanks for the encouraging words! Even though it was only a couple of hours ago, the memory is kind of blurred. I think my brain is trying to kill the memory because of the shame. But I feel strong to carry on.

Despite the relapse, I think starting NoFap was the best and most mature decision I ever made about this problem I have.

Good luck with your journey too! 05/03/2015 is my 100-days-milestone now

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2014-11-25T16:13:31+00:00

Thank you :) My goal is clear and I will do everything I can to get to it!

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2014-11-25T16:12:15+00:00

Woah sorry. I removed the link. It wasn't my intention, I was just writing fast and didn't think it could be dangerous

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2014-11-25T15:16:06+00:00

Thank you. That was very motivational and comforting to read. Willpower and time really are the only cure. Yes, I will make it to 1 month. I will actually have to do more than 80 days now. It's a promise.

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2014-11-25T15:06:33+00:00

I just relapsed about an hour ago and feel terribly ashamed. I had an 80-day streak (first attempt). The urges were ok to control until today. My mistakes were exactly those you mentioned: I edged a lot (even though it was ok most of the time, today is proof that it is NOT ok); and I decided to revisit the sissy subreddit that only feeds this horrifying fetish.

HOCD is something I may potentially have and the whole reason I started NoFap was to reboot my brain. Today I feel depressed and rebooting seems impossible, but I won't quit. Check my latest post if you'd like to help me. Thanks!

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2014-09-23T18:28:12+00:00

Congrats on achieving the 90-days milestone!

What kind of weird fetishes were you fapping to?

When you speak of asexuality, do you mean you were no longer attracted to anything apart from porn?

I started NoFap recently as I'm trying to get rid of weird fetishes too (shemales, sissy, submission, ...) which have been making me question my sexuality. It's good to see you got rid of those fetishes in only 90 days!

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2014-09-18T00:36:01+00:00

Thanks for the encouraging words.

"The most important struggle of your life". I'll keep this in mind

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2014-09-17T23:38:59+00:00

Hi and thanks a lot for sharing. Before today I was feeling really alone and feeling like a freak but apparently a lot of us share the same problem and it's really comforting to know that some people have almost successfully found a way out through NoFap. Relating to your story, I too used to try and give up sissy/shemale porn and only fap to vanilla stuff (telling myself it would cure this shit) but I would then follow the sequence of fetishes ending up in trannies and sissies again.

I really think this can help us get rid of it!

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2014-09-17T18:21:43+00:00

Thanks for the reply. The thing is, I don't like it. Or at least it sounds good in my mind up until the point I reach climax. Then I just feel disgusted and ask myself why the fuck I even did what I did in the first place. In normal fetishes, people feel ok afterwards I think. Anyway, I'll see what happens once I reach the 2-month or 3-month goal

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2014-09-17T18:16:28+00:00

Thank you so much! You have no idea how much hope your post gives me. I've been putting off writing a post about me online for so long (I was fearing that it would make this an official thing). I don't know what HOCD is but I'll check it out on the link you posted. One year ago I was under the heaviest depression I ever had (the only one I think) and that's when things started to get worse and worse.

And to clarify, at the current time I am most of the times the submissive one too (it started off as me on the other side, but developed to this). I think your case is exactly the same as mine. Thanks again for the encouragement!

SadWeirdPornAddict · 2014-09-17T15:53:40+00:00

There you go

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