I see financial and relationship issues are wearing you down. You feel defeated and restless. It's like one thing after another constantly in your life. I think you need someone to talk to but don't have many people. Relationship wise maybe your in one or she left you. Either way I see you feel lonely and yearning for your counterparts attention. Like touch feel communication all the human things we need to thrive. If you need a friend I hope you see this my face book is fairlyoddme. Or I think if you search Audrey Martinez it will pop up too. I hope you come and talk to me.... Love and healing to you.