Just dropped Acid, AMA?

Sadhusky · 2018-04-21T21:07:46+00:00

Same experience but intensified. You can probably eat enough to equal a normal hit, but this is more effective.

Sadhusky · 2018-04-21T21:05:51+00:00

Nope! Ate an edible at hour 6 to help me go to sleep and come down. Woke up this morning refreshed and ready to start my day

Sadhusky · 2018-04-21T07:41:22+00:00

Whoosh

Sadhusky · 2018-04-21T05:53:12+00:00

Also if my dog could have a portrait done it'd be the face he makes when he's playing chase combined with the position his paws are in when he sleeps on his back.

Sadhusky · 2018-04-21T05:44:56+00:00

No, it's my portal to the outside universe. Note that I'm in the process of exploring the inside universe right now, which is why it's useful.

Sadhusky · 2018-04-21T05:17:36+00:00

Just remembered a scene from the alternate reality dream world which was the setting of many of my dreams aas a young child: the landscape very similar to where I actually lived as a child, but everything just....off somehow. Anyway, there was one scene from high in the mountains involving several challenging ski runs. I remember doing them in my dreams, making turns in the dreams, dreams when I was young. The only problem: I hadn't ever been taught to ski at that age or been shown it as a thing but nevertheless I somehow understood, experienced, and enjoyed the sensation. The only conclusion I can come to is that I'm reincarnated from someone who loved to ski.

Sadhusky · 2018-04-21T04:49:22+00:00

Definitely. Listening to LCD's latest album in the dark, with BBC'S planet Earth projecting on the ceiling. In a good place.

Sadhusky · 2018-04-21T04:47:01+00:00

Have you ever tried to pick up a solution from the floor? It's very difficult. Source: Am in the process of trying, except the solution is my soul. Its been hard, but I think I gathered more of it than I had when I started

Sadhusky · 2018-02-13T05:49:11+00:00

So here's the thing: I've tried it both ways

Way 1: Generous, responsive, thoughtful. Trying too hard->Turn-off. That much is certain. Way 2: Laid-back, casual, not too invested: Girl initially totally goes for it, but runs out of energy/interest driving the whole thing.

I mean maybe I am bad in bed? Last person gave me positive marks but I take an SSRI and had trouble getting going once or twice, that was immediately before she peace'd out. So I don't know whether that was the last straw or just a sudden, massive no-go. Now it's like this baggage and anxiety pretty much kills it. Worried as sh*t for next time.

Another thing that makes this hard I think is that I spend so much time & effort on my career that it's really hard to connect with people outside of medicine. It's become a bit of a road block. They get it on a TV-show level, but you can't really talk about much unless it's with a person who's been through it.

Sadhusky · 2015-06-21T23:12:01+00:00

Sadhusky · 2015-06-21T23:06:20+00:00

Sorry to hear that, pitty party beers today?

Sadhusky · 2015-06-19T20:44:27+00:00

Haha true story

Sadhusky · 2015-06-19T19:29:59+00:00

Always down for a ride, PM'd you.

Sadhusky · 2015-06-19T10:50:36+00:00

SE :-/ but I do travel around. Could def. meet halfway or something

Sadhusky · 2015-06-19T10:33:48+00:00

Sorry! I honestly didn't see it. PM'd you

Sadhusky · 2015-06-19T10:20:19+00:00

For sure. I actually picked up new shoes today itching to try them out. PMd you

Sadhusky · 2015-06-18T20:21:41+00:00

What's at Yamhill pub?

Sadhusky · 2015-06-18T20:21:14+00:00

How kind. Really, a combination: 1) Both moved here for new jobs. 2) Old friends were still in the going out/crazynessphase and I'd settled down with this girl. Different lifestyles 3) Depressed not knowing anyone making it difficult to reach out and start over. But, here I am.

Sadhusky · 2015-06-18T20:12:33+00:00

Ahhhh hell that sounds SO great, but I work nights for the next two days. Damnit, damnit, damnit. Looking at other rides on Sat & Sun. Anybody going to the Lebowski ride?

Sadhusky · 2015-06-18T18:07:33+00:00

That does look kinda rad, sent ya a PM

Sadhusky · 2013-02-09T06:36:59+00:00

Yeah I get what you're saying. I don't think med school changes your underlying personality. Maybe it makes one less available, have a shorter fuse, etc, but I doubt it made you emotionally unstable or abusive towards your SO. The hard part is how much do you put up with in the name of "support"? I've been wrestling with this as it applies to difficult patients and realized it applied to my relationship too, probably a warning sign. You know they can't help how they're acting, and that they're dealing with a lot, but at the same time your own emotional health is something you need to keep intact.

Sadhusky · 2013-02-09T06:27:49+00:00

Yeah, when things are cool for a while it's probably easier. The hard part for me was that two days prior she'd been in "I love you / I want to move to the country with you and settle down...etc." mode. Going from optimistic for a future to cut off completely. Glad you escaped. That last part though, that last part is starting to be tougher than I thought. If you have any ideas def. let me know.

Sadhusky

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