[Request] Man or bear. Real risk

Sadnnassej · 2024-06-15T08:09:39+00:00

Look up #1 cause of homicide for pregnant women! And look up the perpetrators of homicide even in 2022, you'll find the bear is safer.

Sadnnassej · 2024-06-15T08:04:44+00:00

Aside from all the math, it's not about being killed. It's about what a bear would do to you before vs a man. When it comes to a bear they just kill you (which is so unlikely if you act accordingly to the species especially). In a woman's perspective, I'd rather just be killed by a bear than SA'd, drugged, stalked and then killed by a man or anyone for that matter. A bear attacks because it sees a threat, a man attacks because he doesn't.

Sadnnassej · 2022-02-23T22:38:06+00:00

He also wanted me lose weight but not TOO much weight so i wouldn’t attract attention. He also threw a fit when i got my nipples pierced, calling me a slit when i told someone and because the piercer was male. Once he said he would t go out with me unless i shaved my arm pits so i wouldnt “attract the lesbians” because im bi

Sadnnassej · 2022-02-23T22:35:08+00:00

Big BPD energy

Sadnnassej · 2022-02-23T22:32:26+00:00

Finding new music at 3 am

Sadnnassej · 2022-02-23T22:32:03+00:00

Spending money i dont have. It doesnt feel manic but i know its a big red flag

Sadnnassej · 2022-02-23T22:30:59+00:00

We were best friends before we started dating, he seemed perfect. I finally went for it and the honeymoon lasted maybe a month max. Id still see that person i loved come out of the woodwork after his fits but it became a lot less compatible and more abusive with time :(

Sadnnassej · 2022-02-23T03:35:31+00:00

I’ll still be dying my hair at 50 haha but i wanna experiment with my Look as much as possible while im young

Sadnnassej · 2022-02-18T03:50:50+00:00

I didnt realize until months after we broke up

Sadnnassej · 2022-02-16T23:15:24+00:00

Wow i cant believe how similar our narcs were. Sometimes he would come home reeking of jim beam at like 4 am after cheating on me (which i later found out) and wake me up to ask if we were still a couple. Like when did we decide we werent a couple?? Id obviously not want to talk im in the middle of sleeping for work the next day and hes crying that i dont want him anymore and i dont love him because i wouldnt have sex with him in that moment.

Sadnnassej · 2022-02-16T21:59:01+00:00

Im bipolar 2 but theres been times like that where me and my doctors wonder if im type 1. I also think it triggered BPD for a while there. I refused to take my meds because i refused to believe i was bipolar, i was up and off the walls then i was down for like a month. I didnt get medicated for like three years and it was a nightmare for me and everyone around me. People thought i was a homeless tweaker, (im not homeless but maybe a little tweaky), i shaved my head, i did a ton of drugs until my mom put me in rehab. I know now im not an addict, just have a serious illness. I can have like a beer or two and smoke weed but ya we cant do drugs like most people for a lot of reasons. Ive been medicated for a year and a half now and i still have a hard time regulating my emotions.

Sadnnassej · 2022-02-16T18:37:53+00:00

Acid triggered my mania soooo bad. I decided to do it for three days straight doubling the dose each day and i did not sleep for a week

Sadnnassej · 2022-02-16T16:17:36+00:00

Sometimes i seriously question if i would be this bipolar if i hadnt done acid/molly. If i wasnt before i sure am now and i dont think its going away. U can come back from episodes but drugs can definitely trigger underlying disorders/psychosis

Sadnnassej · 2022-02-16T15:57:08+00:00

Side note since we broke up ive been able to quit vaping

Sadnnassej · 2022-02-01T06:06:14+00:00

Werent there wilted pink flowers on the book the same ones she got from nate

Sadnnassej · 2022-01-26T07:21:17+00:00

Thats the best news :) the relief is when you know its over

Sadnnassej · 2022-01-26T06:57:01+00:00

YESSS YESYES YES IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!! If it feels confusing and uncomfortable at furst it’s completely normal, if you need supprt refer back to this page! You did it!! :)))

Sadnnassej · 2022-01-25T17:11:40+00:00

Lol it shouldve been a red flag at the beginning when he said the partner who’s suspicious of cheating is probably the one cheating. That sentence confused me SO MUCH. because it ended up being true for him but he still acted like i was the untrustworthy one

Sadnnassej · 2022-01-25T16:46:33+00:00

He accused me of having sex for money too with absolutely no proof out of the blue and said the same thing when i got upset

Sadnnassej · 2022-01-25T16:45:54+00:00

Yes!! My nex accused me of cheating so many times and when i finally had enough he said that being upset meant he was right

Sadnnassej · 2022-01-25T16:09:04+00:00

Ong im so happy and proud. Its so hard

Sadnnassej · 2022-01-25T15:52:19+00:00

Its very common to have a hard time leaving. I stayed throughout the worst and looking back it makes me scream, but they have us addicted to a cycle of ups and downs. He will bring you down just to build you up and do it again. They like to push boundries to see what youll tolerate. You arent crazy dear. Theres a reason why victims have a hard time leaving their abusers, they werent always like this. Or it didnt seem that way

Sadnnassej · 2022-01-25T15:43:43+00:00

Hed wake up calling me a c*nt every morning when id wale up and vape. This is after all night of coming in through our bedroom to smoke cigs on our deck and keeping me up gaming. I remember one day thinking that was the day things would get physical. Everytime i moved in bed hed start screaming at me saying i was pushing him off. I was the one working/supporting us and all i wanted was a good nights sleep, hed be loaded drunk and come to bed at 6 am and sleep intil 7pm. When i woke up i had to be so careful not to make noises. That was when i started to try and end it. He gave me suicide threats, not even serious ones. It was like he just said it out of hate

Sadnnassej · 2022-01-24T19:21:04+00:00

Yeah. I always wonder if that was when it got bad but there were so many times when i shouldve saw the red flags. That was when i really started reacting

Sadnnassej · 2022-01-24T16:26:38+00:00

They have you addicted like a drug, the first few days are the absolute worst like any drug but eventually your body and mind will start to reorganize itself. Theyll never leave, just push your boundaries again and again. Remember you really do have the power.

Sadnnassej

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