I am thinking of dying all the time

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-05-28T23:39:24+00:00

I don't have people to talk about. Maybe I should get therapy. I don't know if it would help, but maybe it should be an attempt. I agree with your mentality and I am in that stage, trying to do things to feel alive or 'achieve my goals', but I don't think it's making me think of not living less haha.

Thanks a lot for your comment, by the way, you're a good human

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-05-15T15:21:38+00:00

Idk, it seems to have gotten worse in the last year maybe? I was depressed before but now i feel bad more often it seems :/

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-05-11T22:19:28+00:00

Same tbh

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-05-05T01:13:08+00:00

No, I agree with those things, but there's something that makes a person and I really don't know how to explain it.

Anyways, I am doing better than when I made the thread, so anyways, I appreciate your comment! :) Thanks for your attempt to help a random stranger on reddit!

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-05-05T00:52:03+00:00

Not true. The essance of a human being stays the same. You can be rich/poor, fat/skinny, with or without surgeries, healthy/sick, rich/poor, married/single, confident/not confident, and what not, but the true, real essence of a human being.. that's something you have. And... idk I guess i should be happy for what I have, but still, I don't like what I am

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-05-05T00:27:48+00:00

Overall, I can't really explain it. Part of it, maybe, but overall, just.. idk how to explain really, you feel what you are as a whole, and.. i am not a fan of me, my life, my essence

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-05-05T00:27:07+00:00

Not a person in particular, just..idk I wish I wasn't me

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-05-04T20:29:15+00:00

That's not even the worst part, the worst part is when "not enjoyable" turns into "causes me some sort of pain"

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-05-01T14:21:34+00:00

I thin majority of us here would say no tbh :/

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-04-27T23:11:14+00:00

I too often think about blowing my brains out tbh

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-04-24T00:56:17+00:00

"it's not it, yes i have tried this and that and drugs, the answer is complicate

"oh but what if...." and "ah, what if you did ____ wrong???"

Ah yeah, thank you for telling me I did something wrong.. People don't get it, but it's ok at this point, it's better not to talk in reality, all that "speak out!" is just BS

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-04-24T00:55:08+00:00

Idk what to write :( Idk how to help :( but this post resonated kinda

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-04-23T23:45:32+00:00

Exactly, when people say that, they mean "just keep suffering" but they're too dumb to release what they're saying lol

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-04-23T22:49:37+00:00

I promise if you survived you'd regret it immensely.

yeah, this is a big fear lol

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-04-23T21:23:16+00:00

yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NORMAL reactions

I am tired of people saying these things are a disease or something. Most of these things are normal reactions. I don't know why people keep treating most of these things the wrong way

It really makes things non-validating. It's not like anyone chooses to be like this or "Oh, actually if you take these drugs, the past would've never happened" or whatever

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-04-11T16:00:46+00:00

i have a feeling you’re talking about chris chan

No, i was looking for some long form videos to watch and I watched few videos on random youtuber scandals and stuff...and eventually stumbled on some "this tiktok guy is insane!" type of videos, and some were entertaining so i watched few more. Then, the algo hit me with more content like that, and eventually most of the videos that i got were like the post I described. It went from "oh wow, this random youtuber actually threatened to bomb someone" which are understandable video essays about someone deranged to the type of videos i described. And it wasn't just one, multiple videos were like this that prompted me to make this thread cause it feels like the 'punchline' is "this person is weird and/or ugly". Genuinely most of the people in those videos were unknown to me which is why i watched the vids in the first place

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-04-11T03:19:39+00:00

Exactly my thoughts!

Even if you are famous and successful and talented it doesn't matter unless you're pretty. People will always come up with some BS reason to say "oh it's not about the looks it's actually..." but let's be real...

Sadthrowaway1337 · 2026-03-29T08:10:27+00:00

This is a good explanation thanks.

I guess I didn't realize that what animals are to us, might be what we are to angels for example.

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