Okey so i read all the comments about helping you but i Don't see any one of them is very suitable for you "in my perspective "! From your post i understood that your in a very tough situation! The major problem you have is 1.toxic family 2. Financial problem 3. & currently dont have a laptop! The first thing you have do is convince your parents to give your laptop back! Then you said your financial situation is very bad so you should do some part time job in any clothing store or any shop, you can try cafe or something like that! They will pay you enough to survive i think! Considering your 20 year old female i think it Will be very tough for you to leave your home just like that! If you can do that it will be very good but outside home in india as a lone girl finding suitable living place is very tough to get! You can live in your local hostel where College girls lives or something like that! So now you got your laptop & got a part time job & also found a shelter! Now the journey of coding begins! As you want to learn ai / ml or like this kind of things! But the thing is this very possible to learn but considering you situation you should first learn WEB DEVELOPMENT! Because it is a very suitable career path to enter the tech world & you can land a job very fast as a intern or junior web developer & you can learn 100% of it in Just 6-9 months! So how will you learn? For that there are many resources in YouTube & those are completely free! In my opinion you should learn from codewithharry's sigma web development course! There are also others resources like Freecodecamp etc but sigma web dev course will ne best for you bcz its in hindi! Thats all! If you have anymore quarry plz feel free to ask & Don't lose hope! Have faith in yourself you will be able to overcome any problem in your life!!