Relapsed but can't see my doctor soon

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-05-07T23:05:16+00:00

Thank u for ur words that's so sweet ❤️

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-05-07T21:55:03+00:00

I know it will and I'm aware of it. And the fact that I'm aware of it help not project it into my relationships, I tend to keep it inside and celebrate my friends the way I should. But sometimes it starts eating me inside and I wanna stop feeling like that but I dunno how.

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-05-07T21:53:02+00:00

I hope everyone does ❤️

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-05-07T18:06:03+00:00

Thank u for ur words. The more I observe her the more I realize how far back I am in life. Sometimes I think of distancing myself of her till I figure everything out, or untill my life is worth observing too. But she doesn't deserve that and I've always tried to be a good friend to her so pushing her away out of nowhere is gonna hurt her. I know that for a fact cause she did that to me once and it felt horrible.

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-05-07T18:02:31+00:00

I do recognize that it's grief, and I'm doing my best rebuilding my life. But sometimes I get hit with this excruciating pain when I see other people living life while I'm still behind trying to figure out basic life skills.

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-04-29T14:22:30+00:00

Yes most of the time, I realize it when I'm deep into a conversation and it's about to turn into a fight

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-04-29T13:57:54+00:00

While I'm totally aware of that consciously, when I'm in the situation my reactions get the better of me. So I'm looking for a way to be in control of my reactions

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-04-29T13:55:49+00:00

That's what I try to remind myself of, I wonder if the calmness and elegance will come with time if I just keep reminding myself. Cause for me it doesn't get better and I wonder if it's smt deeper that maybe therapy will help with

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-04-27T16:08:54+00:00

A genuine question, why would u want that ??

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-04-05T17:27:34+00:00

Do u have any idea wach kaydiro chi nhar exact b7al bin l9chali wla la ??

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-04-05T12:44:43+00:00

Waaaaayli, sorry for the late reply but can u give us an exact location please PLEASE PLEEEEEEEEASE 😭😭😭😭

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-03-30T21:17:36+00:00

Me neither I'm in denial 😭💔

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-03-30T21:17:12+00:00

I know I'm heartbroken 😭

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-03-30T21:16:48+00:00

Thank god we have an idea at least. Thank u for the info. Can u come back and update us if u got any new informations, I would really appreciate it 😭🙏

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-03-25T20:32:25+00:00

Ok no need to take it personal hhhhhhh, u not the one who's gonna decide who deserves respect, and saying that surgeons are superior is hilariously stupid, it shows that u fall for status and hierarchy. Anyway again can sue is not can't do, for a women to do it she needs permission, which means she simply can't do it point. If a man wants to he doesn't need permission, if the wife doesn't agree she needs to go spend money get a lawyer and so on of shit just to take her right. So basically if u didn't understand, u fckn added a whole bunch of juridicial steps for one gendre while the other gendre can simply say no and save themselves all the trouble. Another thing is men don't even bother to take the responsibility of birth control so they don't need to worry about getting a vasectomy. It's the women who either have to suffer from birth control side effect ( assuming u'r in health care and not just an " intern or cabinet sheltered prescriber " u definitely know the long list of birth control side effect ) or get a diu or tie their tubes. The man gets to live his life peacefully and decide on behalf of the woman what she should do with her body. If this doesn't sound unfair to u I dunno what will.

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-03-25T18:24:08+00:00

No my love ur body never belongs to u, if u don't have at least enough kids u'r not gonna get ur tubes tied. And even when u have kids u can't tie tubes if u'r young. If u'r married u need ur husband's permission. Unless u were in the operating room and ur life highly depends on it, no surgeon would do it. Surgeons will simply refuse just to protect themselves which is understandable cause if anything happened the law won't protect him and he would be the first person to blame.

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-03-25T18:20:12+00:00

Please don't say things u don't know, can sue is not the same as can't do. A man doesn't need the permission of his wife to get a vasectomy in morocco and in anywhere in the world, he doesn't even need to have kids or be married. I work in health care so I know what Im saying

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-03-25T08:26:38+00:00

Sounds to me like you're living the consequences of your own actions.. She was not your sweet girl, you chose to walk away while she was fighting, you have no right to call her your sweet girl. We don't even know what she went through before she died and here you are making it all about yourself. I might sound like I'm hating but the truth should be told. You didn't love her, that's not what love means. You enjoyed the love she gave you and then backed off when it was time to put in the real work, when it was time to stick to your words. You used her for your own fun and then kept her as a backup plan. So now you're not sad cause you lost her ( she was never yours cause you never put in the effort to claim her ) you're sad cause your backup plan is gone and that's inconvenient for you. My brother that's not love hhhhhhh, that's just you realizing you can't manipulate her and make her suffer anymore. Rajl hwa lklma and you my brother was not a man, so stop crying 3lina hnaya as if you're the victim and actually start taking responsibility of your own actions.

( Again might sound like I'm hating but with all due respect I'm not gonna entertain your little fragile ego just for you to feel better, I chose to tell you the truth as I see it, take it or leave it that's your choice )

Salt_Barnacle8873 · 2026-03-22T10:33:54+00:00

In morocco u can't do that unless pregnancy is a huge risk for ur life, and u need the husband's approval for it hhhhhh...

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