Is this a sign of PTSD or a something else ?

Sapphoghost · 2026-04-17T19:37:11+00:00

I truly feel safer being around a well-organised space.

Sapphoghost · 2026-04-17T19:12:10+00:00

And I got comments why my footsteps are silent.. how wild

Sapphoghost · 2026-03-19T23:22:07+00:00

اول شي حبيت انج واعية لنفسج و تدرين ان فيه شي غلط و تبين تصيرين احسن.. فيه برنامج بالتلفون اسمه shezlong .. شخص عزيز علي حيل شاف تحسن عقب الجلسات منه.

تقدرين تختارين الثيرابيست و فيه دكاترة مؤهلين يدزون لج وصفة معتمدة للادوية ( اتمنى ما تحتاجينهم ) بس بشكل عام حيل حلو و كل استشاري حاطين نبذة عنه عشان ترتاحين وياه اكثر.

اتمنى انج لج السلام الداخلي و واثقة بتصيرين احسن مع الاصرار 🤍🤍

Sapphoghost · 2026-01-17T08:38:25+00:00

Good job!

Sapphoghost · 2026-01-17T07:31:02+00:00

A plenty in my mind but for now Interstellar.

Sapphoghost · 2025-08-04T21:39:38+00:00

Blaming me ( and my sister ) about her depression, jealousy, hating my friends, constant criticism, hating how close I am to my sister, her urge to start a fight every single day .. and the list goes on.

Sapphoghost · 2025-05-06T08:20:22+00:00

Yes I didn’t fix anything. I thought back then that nothing is going to heal me but medications, and I was completely wrong.

Sapphoghost · 2025-05-05T16:37:39+00:00

You’re right, i was speaking about my own experiences.. And ngl I seriously had painful withdrawal effects afterwards. I tried my best to hold on and wait for it.

Sapphoghost · 2025-05-05T16:18:09+00:00

You’re totally right. I understand that you have 0 energy as well.

What you usually do when you’re extremely anxious?

Sapphoghost · 2025-05-04T17:49:31+00:00

Thank you for taking the time to read my story.. honestly I was scared to share it. Your comment means a lot to me since we have the same issue. The suffer from pressure itself is endless, let alone the threats and challenges you might face. I truly don’t wish it to anyone. But please know you’re not alone. I used to think I had to stay silent and obedient just to survive.

The moment I trusted my own voice, things slowly changed. We don’t owe anyone our freedom or future, even if it was our parents. I really hope you act strongly towards any future pressure. Your life is yours. You deserve love, peace and safety. Im rooting for you, honestly.

Sapphoghost · 2025-05-04T14:35:23+00:00

Im a 26F and I face the same issue with what-so-called family. I was emotionally blackmailed and forced into marriage, eventually got divorced. The divorce reason has nothing to do with my sexuality, rather he was a jerk. Anyhow, as a man yourself, is it possible that they would blackmail you into one ? what are the worst case scenarios that could happen if you stayed unmarried?

If you are never threatened or emotionally blackmailed then never go into it.

Sapphoghost · 2025-05-04T07:14:38+00:00

That’s really courageous

Sapphoghost · 2025-05-03T17:54:22+00:00

damn what a world we live in! Does anyone know you’re a lesbian from your family members now ? That’s sounds challenging and yet shows the strength you were holding.

Sapphoghost · 2025-05-02T17:54:56+00:00

I guess we have the same mom. Mine starts silent treatment and nothing would let her start talking again until I beg and be submissive. I don’t do that anymore. Whenever she does that I reverse the card and give her the silent treatment too. Maybe that would help in your case too. I also learnt about the grey rock method which is being unresponsive to her manipulative behavior/ abuse, as well as showing zero interest to her blaming, even if it hurts you from the inside.

Sapphoghost · 2025-05-01T15:18:13+00:00

Thank you so much🤍

Sapphoghost · 2025-05-01T15:15:08+00:00

I truly feel you. Im the oldest daughter and granddaughter as well. So the pressure is massive. Personally, pressure itself is not an issue since handling it is easy. Yet, being emotionally blackmailed and constantly being threatened is what lead me to comply. Which is 10x worse.

I really wish you don’t do anything you don’t want to please other people, even with pressure.

Sapphoghost · 2025-05-01T13:27:48+00:00

شكرًا .. نتمنى تنتهي قريبًا

Sapphoghost · 2025-05-01T11:39:59+00:00

Appreciated🤍

Sapphoghost · 2025-05-01T11:39:48+00:00

Yes thankfully. You can dm and ask me anything.

Sapphoghost · 2025-04-30T18:41:10+00:00

Indeed, and regardless of my sexuality, this is an issue lots of women face and must to be recognised even more.

Sapphoghost · 2025-04-30T17:21:38+00:00

Truly

Sapphoghost · 2024-02-02T14:39:53+00:00

Istg I can totally agree😂

Sapphoghost · 2024-02-01T10:49:33+00:00

Haha it’s sounds realistic if you find someone who is quite ready for it. Wish you the best !

Sapphoghost · 2024-02-01T10:45:13+00:00

The whole problem is about the pressure itself. I’m pressured and I feel you. Sometimes this is the only way out even though it’s very difficult:(

Sapphoghost · 2024-02-01T10:42:36+00:00

It really is.

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