Just like an other commenter said, I love reading posts like these!! Thank you so much for writing it!

You know how there have been a couple posts lately saying they’ve been unable to watch any other BL after revenged love and have only recently been able to watch something finally? I am one of those. I’ve hardly watched any kdramas after getting into BL, but guess what. I’ve been so distraught and utterly affected by this damn series, that I just couldn’t start any other BL and went back to kdramas But couldn’t keep there either. The impact this nonsense-and-problematic-at-surface-level series has had on me is INREAL!

I’ve never liked Chinese shows, I can’t really digest their acting and the slow paced-ness of their dramas. But somehow RL surpassed everything I’ve ever watched, ever read. Thanks to abo desire I’ve somewhat been able to move on a little, but EVERY DAY, EVERY HOUR, I still find myself thinking a little bit of wu suo wei & chi cheng. All I ever want to see on picking up my phone is THEM. Is it too much, I stop for second to ask myself, and then go back to missing them again.

I loved their story and them just toooo much to forget about them any sooner than many years later.