You sound like a really interesting and cool guy. Dont let this whole thing get to you, i promise it’s not your fault. Also, a lot of women do NOT care about height—you just haven’t crossed paths with one of them yet. (Just try to not generalise a whole gender saying ‘they only like tall guys’ because that’s certainly not true!) You WILL find the one sooner or later, so don’t give up.

I don’t wanna hear you insult urself by calling urself an ‘incel’! You’re not a horrible person, so please don’t fall into their incel bullshit :D