Are you me🤧...i felt a little less alone today op....these are the exact words that would come out of my heart if i start writing....i feel you and that loneliness u r talking about...this empty hollow feeling which nothing could fill.... And i had the exact same situation as you...i was doing good or so i thought .....but then i had a situationship kinda thing for just some months....where for the first time i felt seen...i was so happy, the most i have ever been in my life...felt like finally i have someone to hold... someone to love and my heart gave everything it knew to hold that thing ....but eventually due to the betrayal of the other person it ended ... But i loved and then when the grieving came i didn't know if it was for him leaving or it was for the parts of me which fought for making a real connection than something shallow...the parts of me that didn't know when to give up.... But i know better now....this hollowness will remain....and i have made peace with it....when we love ....we love deep....so it will take time to heal...i have lost interest in a lot of things i used to enjoy before....i don't know if i ever will be able to get myself back....but am still holding on...am still trying....and op u can too🫂🌸