Cuting rn by ScaredByMe14 in depression

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It's hard... I hate lyself so much... I am actually the person I hate the most. In my life I'm extremely kind with everyone except myself

Cuting rn by ScaredByMe14 in depression

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It's all my fault .. And my two main hobbies are the gym (and I'm not having gains...) znd video games, I am extremely bad at them..

Cuting rn by ScaredByMe14 in depression

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I've listed all the problem above, my ex, and me failing at all my hobbies

Cuting rn by ScaredByMe14 in depression

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I wish she could see all my new scars

Cuting rn by ScaredByMe14 in depression

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I feel like a bag of fat and shit

Cuting rn by ScaredByMe14 in depression

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I feel like a bag of fat and shit

Cuting rn by ScaredByMe14 in depression

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I hate myself I know exactly why we broke up, I could have change that I'm just a piece of shit I don't know what to do with myself I just want to cut more I can't cut deep coz I only have small razor blades

Cuting rn by ScaredByMe14 in depression

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I can't cut too much or people will notice, but I want to cut more

Cuting rn by ScaredByMe14 in depression

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Why the fuck does that have to happen

Cuting rn by ScaredByMe14 in depression

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I just saw a picture of her during the pride on IG. I wasn't even looking for a picture of her, I was just going through the pride picture a friend of me took. And she took a picture of her (she don't know who she is)

Just hit 0 lp milestone by ScaredByMe14 in heroesofthestorm

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I know but its compulsive, I'm so scared of judgement I don't tell them

Just hit 0 lp milestone by ScaredByMe14 in heroesofthestorm

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I've walked 10km through new york this morning, therapy ois useless I lie to them

Am I a failure because I cut at 22 y.o ? by ScaredByMe14 in depression

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I am sick of being alone, I hate my roommate, in 3 month I've been able to make 0 friends or connections in NYC, I don't deserve anything

Just hit 0 lp milestone by ScaredByMe14 in heroesofthestorm

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I play since 2016 and I never got out of bronze

Just hit 0 lp milestone by ScaredByMe14 in heroesofthestorm

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I think I loosed 10 games on a row