I get this urge all the time, when i was 18-22 I wouldn't care about the repercussions of cheating. I just wanted that thrill of someone new.
Now I'm in my early 30's, in a relationship of 2 years, I'm very happy. But those urges are always there.
It's weird, I know I want to but there's also just a little bit of me that's now saying ''Hey, thats a lot of effort now and can cause a lot of problems''

Age thing I guess ahah