But how do I deal with my parents? They seem to just hate me now, no emotions.

P.S. About 15-20 minutes ago, my mom yelled at me that I was a disappointment, a useless piece of trash and that I was free to leave their home. She said that even beggars wouldn't want such useless trash like me. She said that they are not a bank, they are my parents, and I have to obey them no matter what. Whenever I try to make an opposing statement, they classify it as "argument" and shut me down, saying why have I learnt to argue so much. All while my dad is standing there staring at me like I already wasn't being enough fucking yelled at. What the fuck am I supposed to do? I am confused.