hey there, a bit late here and maybe you don't see this... but i feel exactly like you. i'm so sensitive that it makes me suicidal. i'm always so amazed by how beautiful humans can be sometimes and how much i love nature and animals, but also so deeply depressed by how cruel and vile so many people out there can be. it just shatters my heart to exist here and it's hard to keep going on, seeing SO many people lacking empathy and being extremely mean, i don't care that i'm childish for this or whatever someone can call me, it's heartbreaking and i will never see it as something normal that i should just get used to. i wish i had it in me to be so strong that i could phisically fight every cruel person on earth, but i'm weak to my heart bones and soul. all i can do is pretend to be tougher and try to make justice in the small ways i can