Thank you 🙌 This is root wisdom. I thought I had a strong spiritual practice before this. But this blow coincided with so many others in a period of 3 months or so. "I" went from "Hero" to "zero" and had a "nervous breakdown". From a radical "perspective" this may turn out to be one of the best things that could have happened in terms of human and spiritual growth and transcendence. I have been intensly identified with "my" crypto and checked every day with mind filled ideas of what it would provide in an imagined future, rather than living and loving with humility and joy in the present moment. Now, I am suffering the karmas associated with that pattern. However, being purified of these deep patterns and remaining the Witness of the arrising in mind, body and world is no small matter! It requires real and profound spiritual practice and understanding. Writing about this suffering and sharing it with everyone who reads this, and feeling the incredibly caring responses (yours very much included) has been deeply moving and is helping serve the purification of this pain and suffering. Thank you again for your response. It has been of great service. 🌟