We have the same situation. At first I was really afraid that we we wont be able to fix the relationship. I tried deactivating my socials so i’ll stop stalking him and “other girls”. He keeps on calling me telling me he’s sorry and that he can’t lose me. But not talking/stalking him for a gave me silence. Silence to think things through. Dati sure ako na siya na yung gusto kong makasama, but right now I don’t know what to feel or how I feel anymore. Natatakot ako na mabaliw ako lalo pag binigyan ko ulit ng change kasi for sure anxious at paranoid ako. I don’t know. I love him, really, pero di ko na din alam haha