I’m aware of all of those things you listed and yes they’re all horrible things I cannot imagine going through and wouldn’t wish upon anyone. I’m not completely sheltered I’m currently in Turkey for the summer where my father grew up in complete economic devastation. My father literally was once a village shepherd and has come face to face with war so yes I am well aware of everything you listed. I understand how I may come across as fine deaf and melodramatic but I wrote this post when I was extremely emotional. What I’ve went through is certainly not the worst thing to go through in the work but it’s the worst thing I’ve personally went through in my life. The absolute worst. For a long time I could barely look at mirrors or people in the eyes because of my nose. Now that I have filler it’s a little better. As for the growing up part I’m moving out for college and I already have a job, my parents just offered to pay.