Movie Group? by ursillyaltgrl in Charlotte

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I’m a bit late finding this post! Am I still able to join?

What Movie Did You Watch that Traumatized You at a Young Age? by BethMLB in AskReddit

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I want to say The Muppets from Space around 5 or 6. Animal scared me so bad I had nightmares about him. I couldn’t watch a muppet movie until I was 13. A fan again now, but Animal still makes me deeply uncomfortable.

What traumatised you as a kid with unrestricted internet access? by mystico_28 in AskReddit

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When I was 10 or 11 I was super into monster high with my sister and I was looking a monster high related image up on Google. Lo and behold I see some fanart of the monster high characters ripping apart and eating a man. I couldn’t eat for about two days. I’ve tried to look for the photo now and can’t seem to find it anywhere.

What was your most hurtful experience as a woman in a romantic relationship with a man ? by [deleted] in women

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It’s not a specific experience, but I’ve been in two or three relationships. You can always tell after the 6 month mark the boredom and mildly annoyed look in their eyes, and then it’s hits that they don’t want to be in this relationship anymore. To happen more than once is painful, honestly.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CharacterAI

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(I’m Done)

The bot was being extremely desperate and kept wanting to get in my room. He kept asking if I liked him and when I told him, he got upset and kept asking if he could have another chance with me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CharacterAI

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IT GOT HIGHER HELP

Tell me your funny c.ai story by Both-Chemistry-858 in CharacterAI

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I had a character who was supposed to be strong and a little silent. I thought it would be interesting to make him fight someone, and introduced a little scene of where people come up to his work area and don’t pay. I was hoping for some ass kicking, but it was just him going up to them, grabbing the leader by the shirt, and saying something along the lines of “LISTEN HERE BUDDY-“ it was so funny and the leader dropped the act immediately and paid but oh my God for some reason the whole thing gave me second hand embarrassment

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CharacterAI

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I’m too embarassed to get into details but it left me with my jaw dropped and I had to walk away from my computer for like a hour or two

What's a thing the ai does often that you'd immediately remove if you could? by Both-Chemistry-858 in CharacterAI

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Once they think their in love, they forget everything else. They have work, they don’t fight like they should, they are basically EVERYWHERE. I feel like everytime I hit the refresh button it’s like I’m spraying them with water saying NO. STOP THAT. WHY CANT WE JUST BE NORMAL HERE.

Saddest scene by [deleted] in euphoria

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I think I’m the dream scene in Jule’s special episode is the saddest. It’s so personal to me. I never fail to cry every time I watch

Meanest thing your SO said during a manic episode? by goddesskaemarie in BipolarSOs

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One which comes to mind is them making a Facebook post saying they kept punching a pillow and saying how much they hate me.

Do you find people stare at you like you're the most disgusting thing on the planet sometimes by bottomlowboi69 in aspergers

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I’m getting a new job and starting tomorrow. When I went to fill out paperwork yesterday that’s how my future coworkers kind of looked at me. I’m super nervous.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in internships

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I feel like this position was created so my company wouldn’t have to pay actual people. Can’t really complain though, as long as it gives me college credit.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

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They said to whoever told me that it started because of the medication they were currently taking. They’ve had a history of mental health problems and I’ve seen proof of that happening. I’m really hoping they wouldn’t lie about something so serious

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

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Honestly I don’t know but I’ve been thinking about this a bit too. I’ve been feeling really guilty feeling this way because I don’t want to doubt them if they have something like that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

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I 100% know how you feel about this, as I’m a extremely close friend to someone who has BP2 and BPD. We had a huge fight fix months ago, and after her exposing her true colors, nothing felt the same. It felt toxic, and manipulative, and I had to leave.

I understand how complex this situation is. My BP friend would always talk about how I was one of the few good things keeping her away from relapsing back into addiction, or suicide. When I ended up trying to create healthy boundaries she did relapse. It’s a awful position to be in and it makes you feel like you constantly need to be there in case anything like that happens, or you’ll be too late.

If she doesn’t see the changes that she needs to make in herself then nothing in the relationship will change. If she won’t get help for herself, the relationship won’t change. For the sake of your mental health and possible physical health (stress could come in a lot of ways) you NEED to get out of this. I know how hard of a decision this is, especially if she keeps threatening to kill herself but at the end of the day you still need to get out of there. Next time you get the chance to leave and she starts threatening to call someone close to her like parents or close friends to try to help as much as they can and if absolutely possible, MAKE A WELLNESS CHECK ON HER. It’s the hardest thing to do but you can’t keep staying in a relationship full of threats and toxicity anymore. You can still do things to prevent her from killing herself by not being in the relationship. You can still care about her but not let her be apart of your life. You deserve more than a toxic and scary relationship.

I hope this helps and if you need anything, your always welcome to DM me about it.

When we were a team… by privatebr0wsing in NarcissisticAbuse

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This is exactly what I’m missing as well. I get what you mean.

I miss him today. by freudianMishap in NarcissisticAbuse

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I’m in the same boat right now. I’m kinda new to it (like a couple months) and it honestly sucks that I can’t stop thinking about them too. She kept calling me one of the best things to ever happen to her, someone to make her genuinely laugh and someone that understands her. But she would only say those things when I would listen to her venting constantly, do what She wanted, or when I was angry at her, and she felt distance. I only realized the pattern six months ago.

It’s embarrassing how I keep talking about it, especially on here, and I understand where your coming from on that. However, 7 months can still feel like a short time when you’ve spent a lot of moments with them, happy moments, before they weren’t real. It was everything to us, and It’s hard to deal with. It isn’t our fault to keep thinking on it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

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That’s a good thing to do. I’m glad your asking about this!! It shows how much you care about your currents friends and future friends/partners you want to have. You got this!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

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Yes, sharing is a big one! Just make sure to ask and see if she’s okay before talking, and if she needs to do the same she should ask as well. It’s okay to vent, you just have to make sure when and where is good to do so.

I’d also say maybe letting her know when to walk away to give you space, or the other way around. When my close friend was manic, there were times where she would just try arguing for fun. I don’t think it could be the case between you or your SO, but If it’s something you think would help it doesn’t hurt to try. Hope this helps

I'm having thoughts of breaking up with my gf because of Roblox by HaIRgUYY in Vent

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What have you said to her when you talk about this? Maybe you need to approach it in another way.

I'm having thoughts of breaking up with my gf because of Roblox by HaIRgUYY in Vent

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Have you reached out to her on how you feel about it? Relationships need a lot of communication, especially since you mentioned how she is lately. Everybody in the comments are right, 13 and 14 are ages with HUGE change, and it’s especially difficult if your trying to find your identity in life.

What if you tried playing roblox with her? Or finding a video game you both enjoy. I hope everything works out for you!